Romantic Evening

Chapter 19

Killian's POV

I decided that I couldnt watch Emma and Merlin anymore so I have been working from home lately. I cant keep watching her be happy I dont like it. I was hard at work when there was a knock at my door.

"I see you found me." I say once I saw Emma standing outside my door.

"So you are avoiding me?" Emma asks.

"Not avoiding just not wanting to see you. Your not as amazing as you think after awhile you just get to much for me." I say.

"Whats that suppose to mean?" She asks.

"See theres that high pitch voice that makes my ears hurt." I say.

"Wow... Okay I see how it is. I stop being around you and you cant take the loss of attention. What does every girl have to want you? There was a time where I did, but not anymore." She says.

Once she moved her hair off her neck I saw a ton of well hickeys on her neck and I was very angry.

"You know what Swan, I dont need your attention. See before I thought you were different but now I see you like every other girl I've been with." I say.

"How so?" She asks.

"Just like them... Your a whore. Alittle attention seeking slut so doesnt get her way. You are just like the others." I say.

"Wow... Why? I... I guess everyone is wrong about you. They say your not the kind of guy to treat women like shit, but hey I guess Neal and Graham had to learn somewhere." She says and rushed out.

When she ran out I noticed that she was about to cry. I hurt her all because I want to be with her so bad. Jealousy took the better of me. Oh my god I did treat her like shit. I feel awful I didnt want to hurt her. I'll make it up to her at the ball next week. That is if she comes and would actually give me a chance to talk to her. Yeah I blew it. Im so screwed.