Shamone -MJ

35.

"Where is Hes room?" i asked the nurse as she stared at me...

"I can take you to that room but promise me to calm down" the nurse asked me, She was so nice to me and her words calmed me down a little."Thank you  Nurse i promise  i wont do anything stupid"

the nurse picked me up from the floor as i followed  her to Michael's room..

"Here it is " she said as she opend the door i walked inside the room and she offered me Something to drink but i refused.

"The only thing you have to do is pray Miss Gabriella , and have Hope.." she said as i nod.

"I will" i said.

The nurse then left the room and here iam now sitting on a chair in Michaels room. I was staring at the empty area were Michael's bed used to be. I found hes bloody clothes on the white desk and a note sticking out of hes jacket pocket.

I stood up and walked to the desk and grabbed the creased paper out of hes jacket pocket....

"I miss you so much Gabriella , this song reminds me of you...

Hello August moon, where are the stars of the night?

You promised me too soon cause it's been cloudy all night

And the weatherman said, if you're not well stay in bed

And I've been feeling down and blue and it's cloudy in my head...

Instead of going out to some restaurant, I'll stay home in bed

But I'll be loving you, that's what I want to do....

I'll be loving
You thats  what i want to do....."

I placed the piece of paper on my heart and started to sob...

"Oh my god Michael....."
i whisper cried...

He wrote this song about me...

I dropped down on the freezing floor. god i looked like a total mess right now.. The guilt was killing me from the inside...

Why did he let me do this to him? Why did he cheated
On me? ...

I was still crying on the floor when the door slowly opend. I heard familiar voices coming inside the room. I was still here on  the floor crying with the note still placed on my chesy, thats when i heard Janets soft voice begging me to stand up from the floor...

"Janet i... cant do this..."

"GABRIELLA ! please get up... "

Janet  broke down in tears in front of me as it became to much for her. La toya ,Katherine and  Rebbie were outside the room and the brothers picked me And Janet up from the cold floor....

"Girls dont do this to yourself "  they said as Jermaine was holding me in hes arms while i was sobbing against hes chest. He rubbed the back of my Head slowly and the other brothers tried to calm Janet down wich was difficult...

The sisters and the mom then entered the room as katherine walked up to me and hugged me tigh... she was just like my mom.

"Sweetie i know its hard were all shocked but i didnt expect you to be here after what my son did to you" she said confused yet heartbroken as i burried my Face on her shoulder...

" I forgive him for everything he did, i just want him back"

I felt Katherine's warm tears falling on my  neck as i tightend my grip. Arround her back...

"Oh Gabriella the choice is in god's hands now"

Everyone was trying to calm each other down the whole time and they couldnt stay here any longer because they had to leave for work and other business. They didnt wanted to leave to but i told them that ill stay here the whole time untill i hear the news... they left soon as it was me again all alone in hes room...

If he didnt make it i dont know if i will live anymore on this earth...

My eyes were heavy i was so tired but i wanted to stay awake Wich was hard. i then laid my Head down on the white couch against the wall and closed my eyes...

**flashbacks**

"Yo idiot !! Michael!! "

"Leave me alone man !" Michael said as he was trying to read hes book in peace. There were 2 guys throwing stuff at him and calling him by the word idiot.. i was eating my lunch and talking with the girls and didnt even notice something....

"Look at Michael that guy is so creepy ugh" megan said. One of my used to be best friend, she wanted all the attention and she was so heartless and had the dare to talk about Michaels mom by saying: Did hes mom Brought an Creep to this earth?

I had a fight with her that day and i attacked her that moment ...

"Yo listen you slut ,Dont talk like that about someone you dont even know!" i yelled Because it was so wrong of her to say that kind of stuff about a person that didnt even Harm a Bug..

He was so kind and the People here wanted to ruin him.

I then walked up to the 2 guys that were still bullying michael and threw my whole lunch plate on their faces. I remember how everyone laughed at them as they runned away and i remembered how Michael was hiding hes laughter behind hes hand... i looked at him and smiled...

"Im sorry that these idiots were bullying you like this..."

"Thank you for helping me" he said softly as he turned arround and i noticed hes apple cheeks turning pink..

******

I opend my eyes and i felt a smile creep on my face. But when i realized that i was at the hospital my smile
Faded away...

It was dark inside the room and this sleep felt like 10 minutes but it was 3 hours later allready .. i got up from the hard couch and Looked arround the dark room..

Still no Michael..

I didnt know what to do right now while i was awake so i laid my head down again and fell asleep..

Untill the next morning..

Gabriella is in shock and in so much pain right now💔❤️

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