Falling Into His Arms- Ivan Martinez Fan Ficiton

Chapter 15

I say bye to Logan and Kong and Jake drives me home.

"Betrayed by my best friend." He points to my sweatshirt. 

"I was pissed. I was gonna quit Team 10." I look at Jake with tears in my eyes.

"Shit." Jake pulls over.
"Your actually serious?"

I nod. "I was so upset. Ivan didn't even come say hi. I was heartbroken. So I called Logan to see if he would be there for me. He took me to his house and was being amazingly sweet." I say.

"Your becoming a Loganster!" He laughs. I don't. "Sorry no more jokes." Jake runs his hand through his hair.

"Can I just go home?" I ask him.

"Yeah definitely." He puts the car in drive and takes us back to the house.

He helps me back into the house and opens the door. I see everyone standing there upset, Ivan had tears. He ran over to me and hugged me.

"Lo siento mucho." Ivan says to me.
"Te quiero mucho." I look at him. He kisses me on my lips and embraces me into a hug again.

Everyone says I'm sorry and I forgive them.
We all shower and watch Bazardvark and eat dinner.

/:/

Ivan carries me up to bed cause I kinda fell asleep on the couch.
He tucks me into the bed and crawls in next to me.

"Te amo mucho, baby girl." He says then kissing me on my lips. Ivan falls asleep next to me.

/:/

I woke up early and couldn't fall back asleep. I decided to put on workout clothes, hobble down the stairs, go outside and do I foot workouts; but of course Jake was awake already starting his vlog.

I was gonna sit ups with my bad foot in the air and my good foot ok the ground when Jake came outside and started talking to me with the camera on. I was wearing a blue Nike sports bra and black Nike pro booty shorts with my hair in a pony tail.

"How's the foot?" He asks.

"Better." I say.

He helps me up so I can redo my pony tail. I notice Jake watching my movements when his eyes go wide open. He turns off the camera and puts in on the table outside.
Jake puts a hand over his mouth and I see tears form.

"What's up?" I ask while finishing my pony tail.
He walks over to me slowly and grabs my arm, turns it towards him and looks at my wrists and forearms.

"S..sam..."

Shit. How do I get out of this one. I can't.

My heart stops and I let him look at both arms.

"What? Why? When?" He's shaking.

"Calm down, Jake. Come on let's go for a walk. My foot feels fine." I tell him. I throw on Jakes merch (green camo sweatshirt) and he nods. We walk into the front yard and he hasn't made a peep.

"Why? Please tell me?" He's in complete shock.

"Jake... I don't know. I've been doing it for years. Tessa knows. Please don't tell anyone." I say.

"When was the last time?" He asks with a shaky breath.

"Yesterday when you guys weren't home and you left me. I want so upset." I tell him.
Jake stops dead in his tracks.

"I was the cause of this." He says.
I stay silent. He hugs me tight.

"I'm so fucking sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I love you so much. Your beautiful and funny and perfect. I'm so fucking sorry. I can never tell you how much I'm sorry for this. I will never do another prank like that on you again. I'm so fucking sorry. Jesus Christ I'm such a fucking worthless piece of shit!" Jake yells.

"No Jake. It's fine. It doesn't matter. It's not a big deal!" I tell him.

"Of course it is! I caused you to cut yourself! Because of me! What kind of best friend am I?!!" Tears fall down his face. I hug him.

/:/

I get my cast off today. Jake has kept quiet about the situation a week ago but has been more attached to me than ever. He made me throw out my blades and he checks my arms and wrists everyday. He's my best friend I could ever ask for. Ivan has no idea about it though. I feel so bad about it as well. He's been so affectionate to me and he loves me so much. He took me on this adorable date 3 days ago. Candle lit and flowers. I loved it.

/

Jake, Ivan, Emilio, Tessa, Chance and I are at the doctors. Their here to hype me up.

The doctor comes in and warns me it's gonna hurt like a bitch. So what does Jake do, whips out his camera and starts vlogging. Ivan holds my hand because as the doctor said, it's gonna hurt like bitch.

He takes off the cast.

"This is the bad part. I have to crack your foot." He says. I squeeze Ivan's hand. I nod and the doctor grabs my foot and twists it hard. I try my best not to scream and cry out of pain.

/:/

We finish up and decide to get some lunch.
After that we head back to the house. Tessa, Erika and I decide to go tanning on the roof.

All of a sudden I feel cold water being splashed onto me. I grab my top and looks around to see Ivan, Jake, Chance and Anthony. We chase them around for a while and then they go back downstairs.