Homestuck Oneshots

GamTav (4)

Requested by gunsNspirits.

Prompt:
Could you do a GamTav where Tavros is feeling self conscious and Gamzee tells him everything that is cute/beautiful about him?

Word count: 546

"Tav? What's wrong?"

"Nothing," he replied.

I sat down next to the small curled up form that currently resided on the floor of the lab.

"That's a perfect lie, bro, and you and I both know it. If everything was okay you wouldn't be curled in a ball. You can talk to me ya know. You're my best bro after all."

"I know..." He took a deep breath, "Well... I kinda just don't like myself right now. Everything about me is messed up. All of you are so good at everything and I always find a way to screw everything up. I hate these stupid robot legs. All they are is an outward sign of my screwed up past. I don't know why I'm still alive. Why wasn't I culled in the caverns? That would have been best for everyone."

My eyes widened and I pulled him into my lap, "Tav, if you ever say something like that again u swear to you I am going to tickle you to death. You are perfect. I don't know why you can't see that, bro. Oh wait I do. It's so that I get to see all of your perfectness and don't have to share. Those legs show that, yes, your past has been a complete wreck, but you're​ still going strong. We all have things we aren't proud of, but that doesn't make you any less worthy of living. I love your cute freckles and  your beautiful smile that doesn't Grace your face nearly as much as it should. You're so freaking perfect and I honestly don't deserve to get to call you my Matesprit. I have no clue how I got so lucky."

"When did you get so smart and poetic?" He asked with a small smile.

"Heh, I don't know," I replied with a shrug.

He leaned into me and I leaned down and pressed a kiss to the top of his head.

"I love ya, Tavbro."

"I love you too, Gam."

I could hear the smile on his face.

"You know, I don't deserve you. You're always so happy. It's infectious really. You always manage to make me smile even through the clouds of hate and self-loathing that fog up my mind, and I love you so much for that. I don't know what I could ever do to make it up to you."

"Nothing. You don't have to do anything. I love making you happy. I can't stand to see you so upset. It physically hurts me too."

He leaned up and kissed me softly. I kissed him back and I felt him melt into it. His lips brushed gently against mine so softly they felt like a feather drifting through the wind. I felt his arms settle themselves around my neck. His fingers threaded through the curls at the nape of my neck. Slowly he pulled away and I couldn't help but feel disappointed at the loss of his warmth on my lips, but then I saw his beautiful smile.

He is a worse drug than sopor slime. God, how am I ever going to be able to do anything without him?

I love him.

And I know he loves me, too.

I know he doesn't realize it, but he is perfect.

AN: I hope this lives up to expectations. I'm sorry it's so short and that it took so long to write. I'm going through some things in my life and I'm kinda depressed, but writing and being able to create something helps me with that so here I am. I hope you enjoyed this. I realize that Gamzee is really out of character, I don't really write him very well I apologize.

Thank you for reading this. I hope you enjoyed​ it.

Comet-Royal