Not your perfect teen story

Not your perfect girlfriend (cont.)

I'm soooo sorry...the last chapter didn't get published fully because I think I forgot to save the rest of the story :/

-IKnow1Danrox

"Now can you please tell me whats wrong, Ashley?"

"I saw...J-Jacob...with an-o-other...girl" Thats all I could manage to say between sobs.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes...No...I dont know." I know what I saw. There was no doubt about the fact that Jacob was with that cheerleader but I've watched wayyyy to many movies and read wayyyy too many books to know that maybe it was the cheerleaders fault and Jacob was trying to get her off him, and then I came in at the worst moment possible.

"Then why are you here with me? You should be over there talking it through with him."

"Seriously Adam? This is the opportunity you were waiting for. Right now I'm upset over Jacob and you can just swoop in and steal me from him. This is the perfect time." I have no idea what I was saying or why I was saying it. Maybe this was just me thinking aloud? Either way I sounded like Bitch.

"No, Ash. If I wanted to steal you from him, I wouldn't have let you go in the first place. I don't want to be your irrational choice. I want you to be my girlfriend when you think that I am actually the better guy and I actually deserve your company because I really don't want you to regret your decisions later on. I don't want to be your backup...I want to be the only guy that's on your mind."

Thats when I kissed him. I know that thats a horrible thing to do and thats a very slutty move but how do you not kiss someone who is 1. Very hot 2. Very sweet 3. Clearly in love with you 4. So God damn righteous!

"I'll talk to you tomorrow, Ashley. After you're done talking with Jacob." He got up and left.

I just sat there feeling stupid. But more than stupid I felt guilty. I didn't even know if Jacob had actually cheated on me but I knew for a fact that I had cheated on Jacob.

I didn't even know why I locked lips with Adam. It had to be more than just the fact that he was hot. I never make stupid mistakes like this.

I thought all throughout school why I did it. At first I thought that maybe I just wanted Jacob to feel how I felt when I saw him. But I knew that thats not what happened. I would never do something like that. Plus, he wasn't there to witness the kiss and I had no intentions of telling him.

Thats when it hit me. Maybe there didn't have to be a complicated reason. Maybe I liked him. More than just a friend.

"What? No!" I shouted. I didn't mean to say that out loud. But the thought of liking Adam was just weird now! I finally had Jacob. All it took was one mistake/misunderstanding to make me second guess my love for him? Love doesn't fade away like that does it? But if I didn't love Jacob then I felt like my whole life I was just living a lie. I always thought me and Jacob were the perfect couple and now that we were a couple I wasn't as happy as I was supposed to be.

"What's wrong with you, you freak?" Natalie asked me while shoving me into a locker.

"None of your concern, Goth." I said.

"Oh trust me, I'm not concerned." She said.

"Then why don't you just leave me alone? You call me a freak but you and your goth friends hang around in all the weird nooks of the school." I said. She was really starting to piss me off.

"Whatever, Barbie. Just heard that Ken found a new doll, was just checking to see whether you were alright." She said. She had that smug smile on her her face that I wanted to punch off.

"Bitch, leave Jay out of this! At least I can hold on to a guy for more than just a night. If you know what I mean." I said.

She just left after that. I didn't like being bitchy but I just had a lot in my mind. I needed to apologise for what I said but first I needed to find Jacob and break-up with him.

Hope this chapter makes up for the last short incomplete chapter.

-IKnow1DanRox

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