Not your perfect teen story

Not your perfect breakup

"Jay, we're done."

I was practising in the mirror how i was going to break up with Jacob. Honestly, I'd reached a new low. I even thought of breaking up with him via text.

Thought about asking Tyra to break up with him for me but she wasn't picking up my calls.

"Jacob, its not you its....Adam!"

That'd be the truth. But it would sting like shit.

"Jacob, we're done."

Should I just not tell him about me and Adam and just blame his cheerleader incident? would that be too mean?

I waited since forever to tell Jacob the truth about my feelings. Now that he knew and returned the same feelings, I had lost them.

Maybe I took too long to tell him.

"Jacob, we are never ever ever getting back together."

"What?"

"Shit."

Jacob was at the door of my room. He heard me fake break up with him. What the hell? Has he never heard of knocking!?

"Ash, What you saw...Its not what it looked like." He said.

"Thats not why Im breaking up." Shit. I was going to tell him!?

"Then why else?" He seemed confused.

"Your'e a jerk." What the hell was I saying? "Wait! What? No! Youre not! I am. I kissed Adam."

"What!?...thats fine. You were probably pissed." He said.

"No. I wasnt. I never thought you cheated on me with that cheerleader. I know you wouldnt. We've been friends for so long, you'd be surprised 'bout how much i know about you."

"Then? Why?" He was so confused. "You know what? It doesnt matter. I dont want to know. Lets just pretend like this day never happened. okay?"

"I cant. I kissed Adam because I love him. Pretending this day never happened would be a lie to myself and you."

"Ashley? You need to sleep. You're not making any sense and you're scaring me."

"Jacob, Ive thought this through. This is the truth. Its bitter but you're gonna have to accept it."

"Im gonna come over tomorrow morning. When you've cleared your mind." He said and left.

I stood in my room alone. Jacob wasn't taking No for an answer. I was confused about what I should do. I just called up Adam.

"Adam?" I said.

"Yeah, Ashley?" He said.

"I need you to come over. Like right now!" I said.

"Its too late to come over tonight. How 'bout tomorrow? In the morning?" He said.

"No! It'll be too late then. It has to be now!" I said.

"Fine. Give me 10 minutes." He said.

"Dont come in from the front. Come in from the back and climb the pipe to room."

"Ashley, I just coming over to talk right?"

"Yes! God!"

"Good. Im not gonna go along with anything else."

"Im not gonna rape you Adam! Just come over!" I cut the call.

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"Ashley, this better be...something important." Said Adam, climbing in my window.

"It is. Very." I said.

"Sooo?"

"I've given today a lot of thought. I've decided that I love you. I talked to Jacob about this but he wont listen. He thinks I'm being irrational but trust me I'm not. I really do love you. It turned out that my love for Jacob was just infatuation."

"And your love for me?" He asked.

"100% the real deal!" I assured him.

He kissed me. I didn't feel stupid. I didn't feel guilt. All I felt was Happy. Genuine happiness. Being with him made me happy. If this is Love then Love is great.

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So last night kinda ended up with him in my bed. We didn't go overboard. Just cuddled a lot. And I didnt want him leave so he slept over.

The door bell rang. I realised that Jacob was supposed to come today!

Adam hadn't even woken up yet! I reeaaally didn't want Jacob to see this. It looked like he took everything I said worse than I'd expected. This wouldn't help.

Shit.

"Ashley?" I heard Jacob call from outside my door. Why did mom have to let him in?

"Ashley?" Adam said from under the covers.

"Are you awake yet?" Jacob said while opening the door of my room.

I dont know why but I just pretending to be sleeping. This situation was going to be too awkward for me to handle.

"What?!" Adam yelled while getting up from sleep.

"What are you doing here?" Jacob asked.

"Close the door. Her parents don't know." Adam said.

"Obviously." Said Jacob while closing the door.

"Im here because she asked me to come over yesterday night." Adam said.

"She wasn't in her senses. You took advantage of her."

"Its not like she was drunk and its not like we had sex."

"No? Then why are you naked?"

"Im not. I'm just shirtless. Im wearing pants."

"Well yesterday night Ashley made a mistake. You can leave. I'll take care of her."

"Stop! Your'e not my boyfriend! I broke up with you yesterday night! Do not make this harder than it already is, Jay. I was sober and in my sense yesterday and now, despite what you think." I said. I just couldn't take it anymore.

Jacob didn't say anything. He just left.

I felt dumb and guilty again. I should have let him down more gently.

"You couldn't have been nicer. He wasn't taking no for an answer. Don't beat yourself up for this." Adam said. Almost as if he knew what I was thinking.

This made me happy. Him being next to me made me happy. He made me happy.

A lot happened this chapter so sorry if its too short/long (depends on how you see it, i guess).

Adam!!!! *_*

I imagine him to be hella hot shirtless. :O

Jacob just kinda seemed dumb this chapter. But trust me he's sweet. :)

-IKnow1DanRox

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