hatred // chris schistad

fifteen.

TIRSDAG.

'jonas stop calling me.' says alex sighing while standing outside on the balcony.

'alex i miss you.'

'well i don't miss you. i'm finally home i don't need you calling and running it for me. honestly jonas, i really did like you but you fucked it up and that's your fault. not mine, yours. if you were never over eva why didn't you tell me huh? why did you just use me like that?'

'you never gave me a chance to explain.'

'there's nothing to explain jonas. you cheated and that's it. there's nothing more to it.' says alex rolling her eyes.

'can i at least say something?' he asks sighing.

'fine.'

'believe who you want, i'm a lot of things but i'm not a liar. the truth is eva used to like chris. chris and eva used to have a thing going on, i mean they used to sleep together. she always wanted a relationship with him but he was never that type of guy. chris likes you and eva found out and was pissed at you because chris schistad never likes girls or has crushes. he's a fuckboy, he sleeps around.'

'but you pushed chris away and for some reason that made eva really mad so at the party she kissed me. that room was so dark, i thought it was you kissing me until you and chris came in. i'm not the cheating type alex, trust me.' says jonas.

alex stays silent for a few moments before looking at a sleeping chris through the glass.

'so you're telling me eva just got jealous? but what do you have to do with any of this?' she asks.

'i have no idea, from what sana told me she wanted to give you a taste of your own medicine. it's confusing. i think it's because she liked chris and chris liked you but you didn't want him and you were with me.'

alex listens to jonas carefully, it does makes sense what jonas is saying and she feels like an idiot. jonas was always so lovely with her, he treated her like a queen and he wouldn't have done anything to hurt her. she did notice how eva was weird with her but she was always slightly strange when she spoke about jonas.

'oh.' is all alex can say.

'look, i'm so sorry jonas for not letting you explain and everything. i know i can't physically change anything as i'm the other side of the planet but can we talk about this properly when i get back?'

'it's fine alex, honestly.'

'thank you, but by talking it doesn't mean i want us to get back together.' she says looking down at her feet.

'i understand completely. anyways have a nice time in the states, see you soon alex.'

'thanks, bye jonas.' she says before ending the call. she walks back into the room, carefully opening her suitcase to not wake up chris.

'you can open it, i am awake.' he says mumbling into his pillow.

'get up you lazy fuck.' says alex laughing and going towards him and grabbing a pillow from her side. she goes to hit him with him before he grabs her waist and pulls her down on the bed.

'chris!' she says laughing as she's lying on top of him.

'you're so beautiful you know that?' he says looking up at her making her blush and hide her face into his chest.

'baby, don't hide that beautiful face of yours.'

'stop it, i'm not even wearing any make up.' she says laughing.

'you don't need it, you're such a natural beauty. i don't get how women don't see how beautiful they are. they're so naturally beautiful and amazing and they feel like they have to cover their faces with pointless chemicals and colours. i generally don't get it.'

'i only wear make up.' she starts to say rolling over next him as he wraps his arm around her.

'because it makes me feel so much confident. i don't know but when i have some red lipstick on and eyeliner i'm ready to kick some ass.' she says as she punches her fist in the air.

chris remains silent, he just looks at alex smiling.

'what?' she says looking down smiling, feeling slightly embarrassed.

'i think i'm starting to fall in love with you alexandra pennington.'