hatred // chris schistad

twenty.

'so where are we going now?' asks alex after they shop non stop for nearly 2 hours, even they haven't bought much.

'i thought we could get some lunch.' says noora as they walk towards a restaurant.

'okay sure.' says alex slightly confused.

'this place is amazing, the girls and i go in here all the time.' says noora as the walk inside.

in the corner of the restaurant , chris is sat down. he suddenly sees noora and alex.

'noora, can we go?' says alex as she sees chris.

'no, you are not leaving until you and chris have sorted it out. i'll be in an hour and a half, sort it out!' she says at alex before leaving.

'hey.' says chris.

'hi.' says alex awkwardly as she sits opposite him.

'look, i know you hate me and everything but please hear me out alex.' he says looking at her. those familiar brown eyes are one of the reason she fell in love with him.

'i don't hate you chris, i just hate what you did.' says alex.

'i love you alex, i know i sometimes have a hard way of showing it. i've never felt this way about anyone before, i'm just scared of this feeling. i'm scared of not only hurting myself but the one i love. you're the only reason why i bother waking up in the morning, i don't have any other reason. i have no one else.'

'not being able to see your face every day, broke me into a million pieces. i love you so god damn much alexandra pennington, it's slowly breaking me. i know what i did was stupid, i was stupid back then. but then i fell in love and i realised what an incredible different feeling it is. you're not a bet, i truly love you.'

'i completely understand if you don't take me back but please give me another shot. let us start over. we're back where we started, in oslo.'

alex looks at chris, not saying a word at first. she wasn't expecting such a long speech from chris.

'i'm speechless chris, i don't know what to say.' she says finally.

'i'm not expecting you, just please think about giving me another chance.'

she has also been a wreck without chris, she misses the way he would wrap his arms around her suddenly in the night, the constant forehead kisses, the way his lips felt against hers.

'i don't know chris.' is all she could say. she wants to give him a second chance but there's a tiny voice in the back of her mind saying no.

'i think i just need a little more time.' she says finally, looking at him.

'then i'l wait for you princess, i'll wait as i need to if it means you'll be mine again.'

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'mom? dad?' says alex as she opens the front to her house.

'alex, sweetie!' say her parents rushing over to her and giving her a big hug.

'noora told us everything. how are you feeling?' asks her mom.

'i'm feeling a lot better actually.' says alex with a smile.

'what happened?' asks her dad.

'i'll dump my bags in my room and i'll tell you everything.' she says walking towards her room.

alex has a close relationship with her parents, even when she's embarrassed by something, telling them definitely always helps her. she slowly opens the door to her room she hasn't seen in nearly two weeks, it looks the exact same as she's left it apart from her mom changed her sheets.

she takes off her jeans and put some sweatpants on and a hoodie over her t-shirt before going back downstairs.

'so basically i went shopping with noora.' she starts to say as she sits opposite her parents at the dining room table.

she tells her parents everything, they look at her, listening to every single detail about the boy that has stolen their daughter's heart but then eventually broke it.

'so what are you going to do?' asks her mom.

'i'm just going to wait until school starts.' says alex shrugging.

'you're lucky i don't break that pretty face of his.' says her dad making her laugh.

'he's a good guy dad, he really is. he just hasn't had the best of lives.'

okay this was shit but i'm running out of ideas for this fanfic that's why i'm taking so long to update