Forever mine.// Benny Rodriguez/ The Outsiders

10

Idk what day it is so Ima just say it's Friday
Skip to the day Julie is about to leave to go visit Tulsa again. . .
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Me and Benny have gotten even more closer and he keeps sending me mixed emotions still. I hate him for that. I am currently outside my house with the boys all gathered around. My stuff we packed and it was 5 and i was leaving at 8. I feel so special these boys skipped the sandlot for me.
"Don't worry guys I'm only going for 3 days" I said chuckling over there exaggeration.
"Yeah but those three days you won't be with us" ham said.
"You'll live" I said and they all laughed.
We hung out there for about an hour. It was 6 by now it was just me and Benny. We were in my room eating pizza.
"Julie are you sure you're not going in a date with him" Benny asked. Why is he so worried?
"I don't know" I said.
"But like I said before if you don't want me going out with him I won't" I said. He looked uneasy.
"Why do you care about it so much" I said smiling.
"Because I li- he hurt you" he said. Did I just hear right. He stuttered at the beginning. What?! I'm just not gonna make illusions.
"Benny I'll be fine, plus I'm pretty brave myself" I said. He laughed.
"Mhm"
We stayed there talking for awhile. But he looked uneasy the whole time.
"Julie Mom said get in the car you're leaving already" Brian screamed from his room. Brian isn't gonna come with us bc he says he was important work to do but in reality he just wants to stay home alone with his girlfriend. Hmm wonder what there gonna do.
"Alright" I screamed back. I got up and got my suit case. I struggled.
"Need help" Benny said laughing. I looked at him with a serious face holding in my laugh. He noticed and went to help me. He picked it up with ease, I couldn't help stare at his arms while he did it. I didn't notice I was staring for awhile.
"Take a picture it last longer" he said laughing.
"Shut up" i playfully hitting his arm. We finally made it downstairs. He took the suit case to my car. My mom was in the car already.
"Hey Benny" she said.
"Hi" Benny said shy ly.
"Cmon Julie we have to get going" my mom said.
"Okay hold up". I turned to benny he has his arms open. I jumped into his arms.
"I'm gonna miss you" I said. Hugging him.
"Me to" he said putting his chin on top of my head wrapping me into a big bear hug.
"Don't do anything stupid while I'm gone" I said looking up at him.
"Same to you" he said laughing. I looked back at the car and my mom was there giving the "let's go" look. I laughed.
"Alright bye Benny" I said and hugged him one more time.
"Bye Julie see you in 3 days" he said as I got into the car. My mom started the car and I waved at Benny one more time and my mom drove off. I wonder how it feel to be without Benny for 3 days.
We finally made it to the airport just in time to board the plane.
We were seated on the plane as it started. My mom spoke up.
"So you and Benny" she said smirking.
"Mom" I said laughing.
"He doesn't like me his life is all about baseball either way" I shrugged.
"Honey I'm more than sure he likes you back " she said. After talking about Benny for awhile I soon fell asleep.
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We were at the airport waiting for my aunt to pick us up.
"Mom where is she" I whined. It's been an hour of waiting.
"Look she's right there" she said pointing to my aunt. She had that grease vibe. I ran to her and hugged her. When my mom would get drunk I would always go with her and she'll take care of me. She was like a second mom for me.
"I missed you so much honey" she said hugging back.
"I miss you to" I said. After that her and mom talked and we left the airport. We soon made our way to her house which wasn't to far from the Curtis home. I miss Tulsa so much. The vibe came back as we drive to my aunts house. We soon arrived to her house I greeted my uncle and cousin.
"Well it was nice seeing you all again but I need to go" I said and rushed out before they can say anything. I remembered to bring a switchblade with me. I never thought I would say this but I miss those socs it was strange not seeing them everyday. After. 5 minute walk I reached the Curtis house. I stood in front of the gate admiring the house I had so many memories. After awhile I opened the gate and walked up the steps. I knocked. Darry answered. Once he saw me his face went from straight to happy. It's strange for him to smile.
I instantly hugged him.
"Awww Darry I missed you" I said.
"I missed you to kiddo, nothing the same since you left". 
I then walked in and saw the whole gang sitting there watching Mickey Mouse. Once I entered the living room they all looked at me.
"JULIE" they all screamed and came toward and tackled me in hugs. I was in tears. I really missed these guys. I hugged all of them except for pony and Johnny since they weren't there.
"Hey guys" I said wiping my tears.
"Julie it ain't the same with our ya hear" soda said picking me up.
"Soda put me down" I said laughing.
"Steve catch" soda said. Oh no.
"Here two-bit catch" they said. They kept throwing me around.
"Put me down" I said laughing. Any girl would die being where I am right now. This is why many girls envied me, I was always with the gang and girls like them and thought they were cute. After awhile of being thrown around they threw me to Darry and he finally put me down.
"Thanks Darry this is why you're my favorite" I said hugging him. He chucked. And I heard "heys and awe I thought I was your favorite". I laughed.
"I love all of you" I said. It was 5 at the time. Me and the gang talked for awhile and all of sudden the door swung open.
Ponyboy and Johnny walked in. They had been jumped. "What happened to y'all" Darry said. He hasn't seen me yet.
"We were at the lot and when we were walking back-" he stopped when he looked at me.
"Julie!" Pony said and ran towards me. He looked so hot the way his hair was and I don't know he just looked so good. He wrapped me into a big bear hug.
"Pony I missed you so much" I said hugging back.
I heard Johnny explaining the rest of the story.
"Baby are you okay" I said rubbing his cheek (that sounded weird).
"Yeah babe im just glad your here" he said and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Hey did you forget about me" I heard someone say in the back of me. I turned around. Of course it was Johnny.
"Johnny, I would never" I said hugging him.
"I'm glad your home little sis" he said hugging me.
"Im glad I'm home to but the bad thing is I'm not staying" I said
"It's okay little sis, at least seeing you once means the world to me" he said
"Awe Johnny, I love your brother" I said and we stayed hugging each other for awhile.
"Julie come here we need to talk" Pony said pulling my hand and leading me upstairs.
"Ay look them two love birds going upstairs" two-bit said. I laughed.
"USE PROTECTION" I heard one of them say.
"Alright then" I yelled back. I heard gasp.
"Don't even think about it pony" I heard Darry say. We all laughed.
We made it to his room. He closed the door and pushed me against the door. He started kissing me. It was a hungry, passionate kiss. I love it.
"Pony" I said putting my hands on his chest and pushing him away.
"What did you want to talk about" I said bitting my lip.
"To be honest, I just really wanted to do that" he said chuckling.
"I loved it" i said laughing.
"I love you" pony said out of now where. I didn't really know if I loved him or not. But I said it.
"I love you too baby" I said. He kissed the top of my head.
"Babe" he said.
"Mm"
"You know we're having a rumble on Sunday" he said.
"You serious" I said getting up from my position.
"Ima still be here" i said joyfully.
"Yeah, but you know Darry isn't gonna think is to hot of an idea for you and me to fight" he said.
"Pony it will be different it was knives and heaters" I said.
"Yeah true" he said.
"I don't want to leave, I've missed being around you and the gang" I said sighing and laying down in his bed.
"Then stay, you don't have to leave" he said laying down facing me.
"But what about the sandlot boys" I said.
"Forget them Julie, you've known us longer than them, do we not matter to you, do I not matter to you" he said his eyes starting to tear up.
"Pony no don't say that, you know dam fucking well you're the person I care most about, you were my first everything, my first love, even though Im gonna go back to California in a few days, that doesn't stop me from loving you, I will forever love you no matter what even if you find someone new" I said starting to tear up. He hugged me. "Have you found someone else" he asked me.
"Pony let's not-" I was interrupted by Darry
"Dinners ready" he said and closed the door.
"Do you think it's fine if I stay here" I said.
"Is that even a question" he said.
"Youll sleep with me , in My arms" he said.
"I was hoping to" I said. 
"Well we should go eat before I get hungry for something or someone else" he said in a teasing tone. I rolled my eyes and lightly smacked his chest. I kissed his lips.
"Calm down tiger" I said.
"Tiger? Is that the best you got" he said.
"Oh shut up, let's go" I said pulling him towards the dinning table.
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