Ocean eyes (L.S)

Chapter 35

!!!WARNING!!! Triggering

Harry's P.O.V.

I wake up from a pounding headache, bright lights, and a confused looking Louis. He's so deep in thought he didn't notice me getting up and going to the restroom to empty my stomach out. When I was done I walked out to see a hard thinking Louis will tears rolling down his face but he doesn't seem to notice.

"Lou, baby are you ok?" He finally looks over to me and out of no where bust out sobbing. I quickly walk over to him wrapping my arms around his back and bring him to my chest. After about 10 minutes he pulls back looking down and saying the most painful words I've ever heard in my life.

"I think we need to take a break" I'm still so confused and so many thoughts are running through my mind. I started crying and I never cry, like ever. Louis finally looked back up at me and noticed the tears.

"I-I'm so c-confused why are y-you leaving me?" I ask trying to control my breathing. His face showed concern and uneasinesses.

"L-last night at the club y-you um..." he started shaking a little I could tell he was trying to hold back the most heart breaking sounds.

"C-cheated on m-me" when he finished the sentence I pulled away from him. I started pacing back and forth pulling my hair with my hands.

"N-no I didn't, I would never cheat on Louis" I started speaking to myself.

"H-Harry are you ok?" Louis asked I could barley hear him over the thoughts I could hear in my head talking to me.

"You cheated on Louis you disgusting bastard"

"N-no I didn't, Shut up!"

"H-Harry I t-think you need to sit down"

"He'll never love you again, he'll find someone way better than you" I started whimpering.

"P-please stop! Louis does love me!!"
My voice cracked. I didn't even notice Louis was on the phone until he said something about the boys, and how they were outside.

"You're worthless Styles! Do you even deserve to live anymore? I mean hell it seems like Louis wouldn't care or the boys"

"No I don't deserve to" I got up quickly running into Louis bathroom trying to find one of his razors. Once I found one I pulled a sharp piece of metal out and brought it to my arms.

"Do it!! You know no one will care, your own mother would be happy your gone she wont have to put up with you anymore! She'll have all the time she wants with Gemma I mean your dad doesn't seem to care that's why he left right? Because you weren't good enough" with that said I brought the razor down to my arm and started cutting deep. I screamed from the pain going through out my body. Next thing I knew I saw the boys rushing towards me with Zayn trying to hold Louis back, but he couldn't. The last thing I saw was a terrified looking Louis before passing out.