•FADED• {Jason McCann} - wattys2017

Part 16: results, tears and promises.

Song (s) for this chapter:
Innocent eyes- Delta Goodrem

~Elena's point of view~

Today is now Thursday, since Sunday I've been nervous for my results. My nose bleeds have slowed down a bit, however, I still feel dizzy most of the times, and my appetite, I don't think it will ever come back.

Jason called me about 15 minutes ago, the doctors have called him, and asked us to come in. Meaning, we will find out my results.

I'm positive that they aren't anything bad, I'm sure the worst thing it could be, is a vomiting bug, or something?

I apply the last coat of mascara to my lashes, and walk downstairs. Today should be a good day. I smile and place a kiss to my mothers cheek as she leaves for work.

"Have a good day, mum." I cheer as she grabs an apple from the fruit basket and places it into her bag.

"You too, honey. Let me knew as soon as you get the results, okay." She says blowing a kiss and walking out the door.

I'm in such a good mood today, and I haven't even had a coffee yet. Coffee!

As I walk into the kitchen my phone vibrates in my pocket, I take it out and read the message.

Jason: out the front, Hoe, and I come bared with coffee.

I laugh at his message, and close the front door behind me. I skip my way to his car, and jump in.

"Hey, Slut." I smile and give him a hug.

"Hey, Hoe." He chuckles and passes me a McDonald's coffee.

"Thank youuu." I say and take a sip of the perfectly brewed coffee.

"So, why are you in such a good mood today?" He asks as he begins to drive the way to the doctors.

"Actually, I don't know. I'm just really happy today. I guess today should be a good day. Or it could have been all of those facials and massages from yesterday." I say and shrug my shoulders.

"Man, we need to do that again, I don't give how girly that was. It was fun." He says and pulls up into the car park of the doctors.

"Yeah, well, lets go get some results." I smile at step out the car. We walk inside together, and take a seat on one of the waiting couches.

"So, what time did they say to come in?" I ask Jason.

"They said 10am, its 9:57." He says as I nod.

"So what do you think the results will be? Most likely nothing to worry about." I laugh.

"I have no idea, but I do know it's obviously nothing bad." Jason smiles and takes my hand, he brings my hand up to his lips and places a kiss to my knuckles.

I look over at him and smile, I'm so happy he's my best friend.

"Elena Hamilton?" The same doctor from the other day, walks out into the waiting room and calls for me.

"Let's go do this." Jason says and holds my hand tightly. We stand up from our seats and follow the doctor into the same office.

"Good morning, Miss Hamilton. And was it Jason?" The doctor asks.

He nods and smiles, while I send her a 'good morning' back. This morning really was a good morning, I don't know why. But today so far is going great.

"Okay, Miss Hamilton, we have your results back. And after going over them multiple times, I'm afraid to say." Afraid to say what? my heart races million times faster, I squeeze tightly to Jason's hand as I wait for her to finish.

"Afraid to say what?"

"Elena, I'm really sorry sweetie, but you have Chronic myeloid leukemia."

{A:N Leukemia can be spelt either like this (Leukaemia) or (Leukemia) I did some research.}

"LEUKAEMIA!" Both Jason and I yell at the same time. This can't be happening, this isn't happening, I'm dreaming. I need to wake up.

"No, no, this is fake. It's all a dream!" I say in denial, tears fall from my eyes and I can't stop the emotions that run through my body.

"What does this mean?" Jason asks.

"Elena will need to start Chemotherapy as soon as possible. We don't know exactly how long you have to get rid of this disease, or how long you've had it for. But by the looks of your results you've had it for about a month now, the symptoms hadn't arrived since later. I have set up an appointment for you to talk to a specialist. Tomorrow at 12:30." Jason lifts me up from the chair, and sits down on my chair, he sits me on his lap. And wraps his strong arms around me. I wrap my arms around his neck and cry my heart out. This can't be happening to me.

"Elena, I am terribly sorry dear. I have booked you into the hospital for Monday. Here is a brochure on Leukaemia and Chemotherapy, I will send you an email with the details of the hospital." She says although everything she is saying to me is officially going through one ear and out the other. Jason tries his best to console me, his hand rubs my back, while the other gets placed underneath my bum.

I hadn't even realised that we have left the building until her set me down in his car.

"Hey, baby girl. Look at me." I wipe my eyes and look up at Jason. "I'm not going to tell you to stop crying, because you have every right to keep crying. I'm going to take you back to your house and we are going to talk about this, then we are going to cuddle and I'm not going to leave you until you say so, alright." He coos making me stop my crying a bit and Instead makes me laugh.

"How'd you become my best friend, no one likes me. So what makes me different to you. What makes you want to be my friend?"

"God sent me walking that afternoon, he wanted us to become friends."

After a couple of minutes we arrive back at my house. We walk together to the door and walk inside heading straight for my bedroom.

"Jason, when I tell my mum. Can you be there holding my hand?" I ask.

"Of course I will, you're my best friend." He smiles takes my hand in his, and places a kiss to my cheek.

"I want you to forget about it for now okay, because. I promise you, you're going to be okay. Nothing bad will happen to you. I'm going to be by your side every single step of the way. And I promise that when you fall, I'm going to catch you."

____________________________________

This is so sad, but I love Jason so much. He is so sweet.

Don't forget to vote ⭐️