The Alpha's Mate

Chapter 17-Taylor and Alex

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I woke up and found myself in my bed.  How did I get here?  The last thing I remember was me and Alex sitting by the river.  Did I fall asleep? I probably did.  I look at the clock and see that it is 3:00 a.m.  I just layed there for a moment thinking about the date.  Then I remember me saying I was going to find the person who killed Steve.  That is exactly what I am going to do.  

I got out of bed and started gathering a few things.  If I do not leave now, Alex will find a way to talk me out of it.  I made my way downstairs quietly.  I do not want to wake anyone up.  I found a piece of paper and a pencil.  I should leave a note.

Dear Alex, father, brothers, and the rest of the pack,

I have to leave for a while.  This is something I have to do.  Do not worry about me.  I will be fine.  I love every single on of you.  I am sorry that I am leaving when you all are still in moarning.  I hope to rreturn soon.  Do not worry about me.  I can take care of myself.  

I love you.

Yours Truly,

Taylor

I still hate that I am leaving like this.  It feels like a piece of me is being ripped away as I made my way outside.  Once I stepped into the woods, I shifted into my white wolf.  I put my bag into my mouth then I was off.

I ran for days, not stopping unless I have to rest or eat.  I only rested for an hour.  I do not want to risk someone attacking me.  I found a few sents but they were left as quickly as they arrived.  I met a few packs.  They did not hurt me.  They saw that I was the white wolf and did not want to mess with me.  I would not either considering the state I am in right now.  Alex tried to get a hold of me not long after I left.  I blocked him and everyone else from my pack.  I just cannot deal with them right now. 

I still love them though.

ALEX'S P.O.V.

I woke up and decided to check up on Taylor.  When I went into her room, I saw that she was already awake.  I smiled.  She is finally herself, somewhat.  I made my way downstairs to a depressed pack.  I looked around confused.  Mike came up to me and handed me a slip of paper. I read it.

After reading it, I was on high alert.  I ran outside and starting yelling Taylor's name. Jake came outside shortly after.

"It is not use man.  We all tried contacting her.  We ran for miles, even outside of our territory.  She is gone."

"NO," I screamed.  I shifted and ran into the woods.  This cannot be happening.  I thought she understood when I told her to might get revenge.  I ran all the way to the river.  Her spot.  I miss her so much already.  My wolf is whimpering.  He cannot stand to be without his mate as much as I cannot.  I tried to mind link her but knew I was blocked.

After what seemed like forever, I made my way back to the pack house.  Once I got inside, a few people ran towards me.  One of them being Mike.

"Sorry man, we thought you were Taylor."

"No, sorry." A few of the people got sad expressions.  They walked back into the living room.  They hate this as much as I do.  I have to find her.  No matter what it takes, she needs to come back.  She needs to be home safe with me.  

I cannot stand to be without her.  I made my way outside seeing if I could track her by using her scent.

"You will not be able to find her that way.  Her scent is long gone," my wolf told me. I wanted to cry.  I made my way upstairs to my room and started to let the tears run freely.  I just know that I am going to be miserable.  

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It has been days since I have last seen Taylor.  My wolf is growing impatient.  Alpha James will not let me leave.  He said that we cannot risk losing anyone.  He sent a few wolves after Taylor.  They came back with nothing.  I sent them back out the next day, telling them not to come back unless they found her.

We continued our training.  It was not the same without Taylor. She was always the one to make it fun.  I just hope she comes back soon.  I miss her too much.