depression I'm GONE

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"Blank you have depression" they say like I already didn't know, I walk out as unsteady as I am; a tidal wave of depression that swarms my body into pieces of shard glass that's been broken, a heart that's been broken. People knock you down and you stay down because you don't know how to get back up again, someone's always yelling in your ear telling you what you did wrong but never what you did right.. correct your mistakes|fix what you did wrong! They say and you try but you fail like yelling or screaming is gonna help any, talk about it; talk about IT?  There's nothing to talk about, I've talked and talked enough, you are enough she says; but I don't feel enough I'm not enough, you try to help broken people feel better but how can you be better if you're bitter? Bitter that's what you are, you are gone because you live your life for other people, I've gave up already because I'm gone. I'm gone because I've cried ever night|day because I'm weak; I've given up on myself because myself values have been hidden away I can no longer see myself in the mirror I see regret a form of regret I will never forget 《REGRET》 you'd feel regret to if you've ever been hurt because it was my fault, I believe I've been blessed for many reasons but I'm cursed because I can't seem to get people out of my life so depression... I'm... GONE..

Depression I'm Gone
By: Baylee Karnap

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