Life As We Know It

Chapter8(:

Derek looked really good he was in blue jeans with holes in them and he had on a red and black plad shirt with a black V-neck shirt under that hugged his body perfectly to his abs. We pulled up to the club and we had both decided to only have a few drinks. when we got in there he right away saw people the he knew this must not have been the first time he had been here before. we went over to the bar and got some drinks there wasn't to many people here right now because it was still early but there was still some we finished our first drink and then he took me over to the dance floor and we danced to a few songs. One of his friends came over and they started talking about something i told him i would be right back i was going to get a drink. i got my drink and came back andidon't think he knew it but I was standing right behind him waiting and listening to what they where talking about.

"How did you all ready find a girl thats DTF the night is still early and she is really hot do you know if she brought a friend with her?"

I couldn't believe it Derek was just using me! He a player all he cared about was getting it in. i felt like dieing right there on the spot. He was using me for sex!

i turned him around so i could talk to him now

"you never really wanted to get to know me better did you? All you wanted was to have sex with me!"

"NO! Jocelyn you have to let me explain! He has no clue what he is talking about it's not like that with you please just let me explain i will show you that's not how i want to be with you!"

"What makes you think that i am beliveing anything you are telling me right now?"

"because we have had the most amazing last few days and i know you will listen too me lets just go and i will explain everything to you!"

"Fine what ever lets go!"

we went back to his house i couldn't even stand to look at him right now! i just want to get this over with!he led me over to the couch and i sat as far away from him as i could!

"please just let me explain! Thats how I use to be and then i met you! My life has changed so much seens i met you! I  don't want to be that person anymore! i want to be with you and only you if you will let me?"

i thought about it  for a while with a face that just told me he wanted me badly. I still didn't know if I could trust him yet though. He had gave me no reason at all to believe that I can trust him he really needs to start kissing some ass because i don't believe most of the words that are about to come out of my mouth

"I will give younone chance you blow it and that will be that last time you ever hear from me!"

"i promise you i will treat better than i treat my own mother!"

"you better this has to mean more to you than one night stand you have had with any other girl i mean It!"

we talkedsome more than night and at around midnight i told him i had to go.

"please don't leave it's late and i don't want you driving you can sleep in on my bed and i'll sleep on the couch. I don't have to work in the morning it's no big deal we can go out for breakfast in the morning OK"

"OK that soundsgood but i don't have anything to sleepin i have nothing to change into or anything"

He looked as if he was thinking really hard about something and i wasn't shore what right now but i thought i would know soon.

"OK, well you can sleep in one of my T-shirts tonight and in the morning you can take a shower here and maybe we can run over to your house you can grab some clothes and we can make a day out of it I really need to make up to you." 

that sounded great he was so thoughtful i nodded my head in agreement and then he kissed me on the forehead. When he pulled away and just looked at me for a few seconds and then held him hand out for me to grab and led me to his room near the dresser. he pulled out a shirt and handed it to me and before he could walk away form me i all ready and my shirt off and put the new one on. He just laughed at me and pulled out a pair of his P-J pants and headed to the bath room to put them on. When he came out he was in blue plaid pants with no shit he was so sexy!

We wne tout into his living room for a little while longer just to talk and then i headed into his bedroom.whne i layed down and just got my head rested on the pillow i got a txt i figured it was from Ry but to my suprice when i looked down it was from Chris!

'Hey we need to talk i need to explain to you what happened just plz call me plz  Jocelyn!'

I didn't know what to think Chris was really cute and everything but Derek was even Cuter. I didn't want to hurt Derek's feeling at the expense of Chris, Derek hadn't done anything wrong Chris did. I have a huge decision  to make!

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