Life As We Know It

Chapter20(:

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"Hey! You are that girl from camp! Jocelyn right?"

"No, I dont think so. Maybe wrong person."

"But your name is Jocelyn."

"Yes, maybe you have the wrong one."

"I dont think so. We were in the same age group."

"How old are you?" Derek asked

"I'm seventeen. So is Joeclyn."

Oh. No.

CHAPTER20(:

"Excuse me did you just say your only 17?"

"Umm yeah i might only be 17"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"i didn't tell you because my life is so crazy right now as in a week my summer is over but i don't go back i'm Graduating early so I'll be going to college!"

"that dosn't make a difference to me i just proposed to you and your only 17 what would your parents think about all this when they find out about it?"

"in my paretns eyes i'm all ready 18 and i can make my own Choices i've been looking all summer to move out on my own i start a new job at the end of the week and there going to pay my rent for me. my life is just starting to take off as an adult!"

"But, thats not the point i'm older than you and this is very very illegal we shouldn't be doing this at all!"

"but we are and honestly it's not illegal if both our parents are ok with it"

"well honestly i'm not going to give both our parents a chance to be ok with this because im calling this off u didn't tell me the truth whitch means i can't trust you!"

with that Derek walked away. Away from me away from our relationship away from everything that we had going. i may never ever see him again he was everything to me and i don't know what i'll do without him in my life he was everything to me! the love of my life is walking out on me and im not even chasing after him!

THE NEXT WEEK!

I've been texting Derek like crazy but he won't responed to me! i still do love him and he dosnt even care! i like really need him in my life! i finally found a i place and im moving into it today. its a two bedroom apartment with a full bathroom kitchen/dinning room.

"thank for helping me get moved in dad"

"your welcome sweety but if theres nothing else for me to do ill be going"

"ok ill talk to you later dad love ya"

"love you to"

with that my dad left and now i just had lots of unpacking to do. i started to unpack. as i was unpacking i found something i didnt expect to see. it was Dereks engagment ring. i started to cry just thinking about the fact that i screwed it all up and there was nothing i could even do about it! i couldnt take it any longer i needed to see him just hear his voice even if that just ment him telling me he hated my guts  am ok with that!

i walked out to my car an di started driveing i didnt know where i was going to drive to but i was just driving. i finally ened up at Dereks apartment and i saw both his car and his truck there and that ment that he was there. i walked up to his door and knocked he answered and he wasnt looking good at all!

"jocelyn what are you doing here?"

"i miss you Derek i couldnt stay away and i know you probally hate me but i just really need you to know that i never ment to hurt you!"