Life As We Know It

chapter16(:

srry its been so long guys but here you go:)

as Derek and i walked into his apartment i got a chill

"whats wrong"

"it's freezig in here"

"hold let me go and see if i forgot to turn the heat back on"

he walked over and then began to giggle he walked back over to me

"silly boy did you forget to turn the heat back on?"

"yes i did"

"looks like your going to  have to keep me warm

"is that a thret or a promise?"

"both now lets go i am freezing my ass off!"

"ok come here"

Derek held out a hand to me and i took it but insted off walking me over to the couch like i thought he picked me up carryed me over to get a movie got the movie put it in got a blanket and then he sat down on the couch making me sit on his lap he out the blanket over top of us and started the movie

i looked at Derek and he looked at me and i spoke "im not so cold anymore"

"me either"

we sat and watched the movie for a while and i rested my head on his chest after a little while i relised hewas sweating like really badly "Derek are you hot your Sweating"

"am i well im not hot"

"yes you are i can sit beside you ya know that way you don't have to have the blanket over you"

"no it's fine i want you right where you are"

"ok if you say so"

"i do say so"

Derek was really warm but i think he knew that it was keeping me warm at the same time he was so hot when hes hot to everything abot this man makes melove him

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"jocelyn jocelyn wake up"

"hmmmm whats going on"

"you fell asleep i didn't thin you wanted to sleep on the couch"

"no not really how long have i been sleeping?"

"awhile"

"really?"

"yeah now lets go"

"Derek"

"yeah?"

"i really don't want to go to bed yet i kinda just want to go into the room and talk if your not to tired."

"i'm not to tired i fell asleep to lets go and do that"

so we did we went to the bed room and just talked for hours i loved talkign to derek he was such a good listener and he was funny always telling me stuff about him froom when he was a kid Derek lend intto my eye and said "jocelyn i love you"

"i love you to Derek"

after he said that he kissed me like really kissed me it felt so good he traced my bottem lip asking for acess and i let him in his taste in my mother tasted out of this world! Derek moved a little not knowing where i might like him at but i just moved right on top of him that way i could call the shots! i gave him and evil smile

"what exactly is that evil smile planing"

"oh you'll see"

i started to kiss him some more and he didn't pull away so he was havign fun to. i ran my hand down his abs until i made it to the end of his shirt still kissing him i pulled off his shirt reviling his rock hard abs to me. Derek has a perfet 8 pack! i ran my hand down his abs once again but this time acually getting to touch them! Derek was so perfect i don't know what he sees in a girl like me but ever he dose see i want him to keep seeing cause i really did love him!

"Derek i love you"

"i love you to jocelyn"

i curled up onto him and rest my head on what is now his bare abs it felt good to be with Derek. i got up and walked over to my bag to get out pj's then i relized that the most important thing there was to have i forgot derek must have seen my frustration "Jocelyn whats wrong?"

"i forgot pajamas"

"oh well thats not a big deal you can just have one of my t-shirts"

"are you shore your ok with that"

"yes i fine with that here i need to get out a shirt and some pants to so"

"wait"

"what"

"just the pants would be good"

"ok if thats whatyou want"

"really?"

"yeah i normally just sleep in pants i thought a shirt would make you feel mre comfortable you know sleeping in the same room with me for the first time ever"

"oh well never change your habits for me if i don't like them i'll then you"

we both began to giggle he walked over to me and wrapped him arms arounf my waist he handed me a shirt and he had his pants in his hand but insted of walking to the bath room he began to kiss my neck. he knew that was my weekness. at this point i was in a pair of shorts with out even stopping to breath derek went to the bottom of my shirt oulled it up push my shorts off and i then i kicked them off therest of theway and th whole time he never once broke kissing neck. hegot the shirt from my hand and oulled it over my head and before i could ven say thank you he moved up to my lips and thenhe finally broke it i looked down at him and he had also got his pants on he was very good!

"you are very good"

"why thank you miss"

"your welcome how times have you praciticed that?"

"acually your the first girl i've ever done that too"

"really how come"

"because i never made it to this point in a relationship with anyother girl before"

"what dose that mean"

"Jocelyn that mean i've had 'girlfriends' but they really weren't they never met my parents and your the first girl i ever told that i love"

"really Derek, you didn't have to tell me that"

"well i wanted to in my eyes i just waited till i found the best girl for the job"

"Derek i love you"

"i love you to Jocelyn"

after that me and derek walked over to the bed and got in Derek layed kind of close to the middle of the bed pulling me close. i layed my head down on his chest and he pulled up the covers

"good night Jocelyn i love you"

"night Derek i love you to"

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srry i havn't updated in awhile life has been a bit of a bitch lately ill try and do it everyday thought thanks for reading:)