(COMPLETE)Trigger Warning: Putting it right out there THIS WILL TRIGGER SOME PEOPLE. There is suicide/suicidal thoughts, self harm, and death.
Rated R: Very Smutty. VERY.
Dan loves phil, but Phil loves someone else. Can Dan get Phil to realize his...
Why was this happening to me. Now don't get me wrong I liked the feeling I got when I saw him. It made me feel 10 times lighter. Just walking next to him lifted my deep depression.
(A.N In this story Dan was abused as a child, is a severe alcoholic, cuts, and is extremely suicidal)
No one knew I was depressed. I was able to hide it well from my fans. Just a few shots before filming and I could put on a mask made of stone. I kept looking at Phil while we were walking. "What are you looking at, Dan?" Shit he caught me! "Umm, n-nothing." Uhhgg soooo convincing.
Phil's P.O.V.
"Umm, n-nothing." "Hmm. Suuure Dan." It's just... your basically the sun. I mean in the little time I've known you, you haven't complained once! And a quick question, what's with the cat whiskers?" "Shit! I didn't realize they were still on. It was for a video I did."
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