Ashlie's p.o.v.
When Phil left my house I was just about to burst with anticipation. I just want to tell my fans what's happening. As soon as he left I pulled out my camera and started recording. Hey guys it's me LaughTrax. I do my little hand gesture and fly into my story. I decide to omit the kiss. I didn't think Phil would appreciate if I blabbed about that all over the internet.
Phil's p.o.v.
Last night after I found Dan on the floor passed out drunk I couldn't help but feel like what he was trying to tell me was that he loved me. I decide to go and check on him. He's still asleep but looks very fragile. He's laying on his side so I can see his face. I kneel down near his head and then brush a piece of stray hair out of his face. THEN HIS EYES FLY OPEN. SHIT. He gives me a timid smile. "Phil?" Yea? "What are you doing?" He says it with a slightly condesending voice. Seeing if your ok. You did end up passed out on the floor last night.
Dan's p.o.v.
I don't remember anything from last night. Well except for Phil carrying me to bed. Oh... I say slightly confused. "Ya... I got home and you were just laying there in the hallway with an empty bottle in your hand." Hm... I don't remember anything. I lie to him. I don't know why but I do. "Dan? Is this something that happens a lot?" No, I say cringing at my own lie. "Okay I could see right through that you know?" Ya... Can you get me something for my pain. "Ya, no problem." I watch as he stands and leaves my room. Jesus Christ why do I have to be like this? Why do I feel as if I have to be so open with him?
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Fanfiction(COMPLETE)Trigger Warning: Putting it right out there THIS WILL TRIGGER SOME PEOPLE. There is suicide/suicidal thoughts, self harm, and death. Rated R: Very Smutty. VERY. Dan loves phil, but Phil loves someone else. Can Dan get Phil to realize his...