'DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS?!' i yelled at Shawn. he said he would be there for me. my boyfriend Cameron just broke up with me and Shawn didn't even listen to my story. he just stood there and looked at the ground. Me and shawn are having a lot of fights for the past three weeks. Shawn was still looking at the ground. he looked up at me and mumbled something under his breath. "did you say something shawn? you know what, i can't believe you, first you say you'll always be there for me and then something happens and you don't even listen?!'
I walked away to my room and closed the door, i started sobbing and I just couldn't stop. tears streaming down my face, i laid down on my bed and started screaming in my pillow. i cant do this anymore. i liked Shawn for so long but we are just friends, he means so much to me but he makes me feel like I'm a piece of trash sometimes. me and Cameron weren't a REAL thing btw, we just liked each other but hadn't really done anything together. maybe I was just trying to get Shawns attention...NO I can't like my best friend! He doesn't even like me.. it's a weird thing about shawn tho, one moment he's like the cutest human being on earth and super caring and the other moment he's just like not saying anything and being annoying asf...
It felt like I've been crying for like 2 hours when I heard a knock on my door...I didn't want to let shawn in, not now, I'm one big mess and he's not gonna fix it. I sat down in the corner of my room, crying, again. "Y/N, please just open your door" he whispered. I decided to just open the door and let him talk. I walked to the door and took a deep breath before opening it.
Shawn walked in and sat down on my bed. "Y/N.....I'm sorry, I just, I-I don't know, every time you start talking about cameron or any other guy I just..I mentally break down.. and don't get me wrong , I want you to be happy cause your one the best things that ever happend to me and you truly deserve someone who will be there for you anytime you need anything..." Shawn looked down at the ground and a tear escaped his eye.
"Shawn....can you give me a hug please?" Shawn stood up and hugged me tightly. I felt so safe in his arms, I always did and always will.
After a good 5 minutes, I pulled away and looked at shawn. I looked at his eyes and then his lips, he did the same with me. We slowly leaned in and eventually our lips brushed softly against each other. Shawn bit my bottom lip asking for entrance, I gladly accepted it and we kissed until we both couldn't breath anymore. We pulled away and looked at each other. "I love you y/n" "I love you too shawn"... " I'm gonna treat you better than any other guy on earth y/n..I promise".
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