Shawns POV
Me and Brian were hanging out and he kept talking about me and y/n. I told him a thousand times that we're just friends...I mean I like her but there's no way that she likes me back. I tried to tell her when we were younger but she kept avoiding the fact that I like her. Maybe I even love her. Every time I look at her I just get that weird feeling in my stomach and I can't help it... we have been friends since kindergarten and I don't want to ruin things so I just keep telling everyone that I don't like her that way. Brian is the only one who knows that I have feeling for her so he keeps on rambling about it and to be honest it's freaking annoying. Y/n has been distance and I don't really know how to confront her with it.
Y/n POV
I just woke up and had this crazy dream. Shawn and I were walking at the beach with our hands gently intertwined. We looked at each other and pecked each others lips whenever we felt like it. God I want that to be true. I would do everything for him, I care about him with my entire heart and it kinds hurts cause I won't be able to talk about it with him... normally me and shawn would talk about life and never keep secrets for each other. Well this time it's different. Every time I'm with him now things get awkward. I keep secrets from him and I can't really look him in the eyes..afraid to keep falling for him.
I haven't spoke to shawn for like 3 days and normally we would talk every day. I want things to be normal again, I want shawn to love me the way I love him. A tear slipped out of my eye and from that moment I just kept on crying and crying, I couldn't stop. I started crying about one problem and now I'm crying about everything that's going on in my life. My parents told me yesterday that they are going to get a divorce and yeah..I didn't really saw that coming. My phone started buzzing so I looked at the message I got.
Shawn😊❤~ hey y/n..I haven't really heard anything from you for days...are you okay? Please talk to me.. I miss my best friend...
Best friend...great, friends zoned AGAIN.
you~ I'm fine.
Shawn😊❤~ y/n I know you're not.. why are you so distant? Did I do something wrong? X
You~ I'm sorry,I don't want to be distant, it's just that there's something in my brain that I have to get rid of, and no you didn't do anything wrong.
Shawn😊❤~ do you want to talk about it? X
You~ no not really, sorry again X
Shawn😊❤~ do you want me to come over? I can bring muffins? I don't want you to be like this... please let me do something, or talk to me... we know better than this right? We made a promise , remember? X
You~ shawn...I know, but I can't tell you this...it will ruin our friendship. X
Shawn😊❤~ I'm coming over. See you in 5 x
Shawns POV
What the hell? Nothing can ruin our friendship! Why the fuck would she think that. I'm on my way to her house right now and I hope she finally talkes to me... I miss her so freaking much.
At y/n's house
"Hey y/n..." I can see she's been crying.. I pulled her in for a hug but she took a step back. What the hell?
"Come on y/n, talk to me!" I raised my voice a bit. "Shawn...?" "Yeah" "I think it's time to tell you something that has been on my mind for a couple of months now.." I looked at her and she looked at me...God I missed those eyes. We sat down on the couch and she took a deep breath. "So...uhm...well I...I kinda like you, and I have for a while now and I'm sorry..It just happend and I know you don't like me back and that's okay. I promise you it will go away soon" I looked at her totally flabbergasted by what she just said. I smiled and took her hand in mine. "I like you too y/n". She smiled and her cheecks turned rosy. "You're so cute and now I'm finally able to do this" I gently placed my hands on her cheeck and slowly brought our lips together till they were finally attached. The kiss was passionate and full of love.. we both wanted this and now, I finally got the love of my life.
