Shawns POV
It hurts. It's hurts to see the one you love with someone else. It feels like you heart gets ripped out and gets stepped on until there's nothing left. I liked y/n for almost 2 years now, I thought it would go away...but it never did. And now my chance is ruined by the other guy. I knew I would love her since the moment I saw her.
"You walked into this room and now my heart is stolen."
It hurts so damn much to see her love someone else while I'm still here waiting for her to come back and never leave again. I'm broken. No one is going to fix me anymore. I knew she would be the one. And I didn't do anything. I just stood here and did NOTHING, how can I be so stupid ? I should've told her that I loved her since the beginning.
"And now you're all I want , and I knew it from the very first moment."
Before I met y/n, my life was one big mess. I couldn't handle things and thought that everyone was against me. She told me she would be here, she still is, but not like that anymore. God I miss what we had. We loved each other, well....I loved her and she saw me as a friend. Just a friend. She sings, just like me. We were soulmates, we shared our passions together and we told each other everything. We wrote our songs together.
"And I swear that every word you sing ..you wrote them for me."
I remember those days...when she used to play the white, marble piano I have in my basement while I played the guitar and we just sat there and sang together. It was perfect, she was perfect. She still is. When we wrote our songs together we used to have eye contact all the time, I lost my mind every time she looked at me.
"Cause a light came on when I heard that song and I want you to sing it again."
I was walking down the street with my head down. I wanted the voices in my head to stop. She doesn't like me. She's not the one who will be there. She's gone. Ripped out of my life because of that stupid boy. I hate him. No I don't. I should be happy for her , shouldn't I? God, why is this so hard. I feel lonely. I feel like no one's here to talk to. I don't wanna be here. Why am I here? I just want to be with her.
"Can I be him?"
I should be the one to hold you when you feel dark inside. I should be the one who tells you that you're beautiful. I should be the one who takes you on romantic dates. I should be the one who can kiss you whenever I want. I SHOULD BE WITH YOU.
"I heard there was someone but I know he don't deserve you"
It's a beautiful thing, love, but it can break you till' you're on your knees begging for someone to love you. No one will ever love me. I'll never be good enough. Why should anyone ever fall in love with me..if she couldn't? Love should be a thing to keep you up at night thinking about all the things you share. Love is waking up with someone next to you. She doesn't know what's she had done to me. She spents her days with her boyfriend now... not with me.
"If you were mine I'd never let anyone hurt you, no, no..I wanna dry those tears, kiss those lips,
It's all that I've been thinking about"
God...how I want her to be mine.. but she's not, and she never will be..
"Can I be him?"
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