His soft hand touched my face. Making me shed another tear.
"Everything will be ok." His thumb sliding accross my wet cheek. I couldn't stand to be in his arms because it was the last time I would be. I looked at him. My fingers ran through his soft brown hair. I looked in his honey brown eyes as he looked in mine. Our faces were only inches away and he got closer and closer at a slow pace. I ran my hand accross his smooth face. A tear dropped from his eye.
"Don't cry Justin. just dont-" My voice cracked I wasnt strong enough to keep him strong. I felt his breath on my lips. I shut my eyes to let him go and feel it one last time. Knowing this would be the last time I would see him was like a knife to my stomach, which I'd rather get stabbed then living a life without him. His tender soft lips hit mine and I could feel the passion and sadness tranfer to my lips. I parted his lips and let go. He held me from my waist and hugged me very tight. I hugged him too.
A hug I wanted to last forever, one where you never let go. He hugged as if there were no tomorrow, as if there were no minute left, only a second until I disappeared for a second million years. I hugged him because I knew there wouldn't be a second chance, there would be no justin, no life without him. I wanted to smell his fragrance every morning I woke up in my life when he would be gone. I wanted him to stay with me wherever I went. But that was a possibility of impossible. I needed him. I love him.
His hand went down my arm and interwined with my fingers.He kissed my forehead and kept his lips on it.
"caroline vamonos, lets go." I heard my moms familiar voice.
"Goodbye Justin."
"see you later. Caroline, seeyou later ok?"
I nodded my head "see you later justin"
Our hands slipped apart as I walked backwards. I walked to the car.
"Caroline?"I turned around and he was standing there hopeless.
"I love you"
"I love you too Justin" My voice didtn have strength. I would never say those words again. I heard the crashing doors. The crashing of my heart.
He tapped on the window.and I heard his voice
Just a fraction of your love fills the air
and I fall in love all over again
Id face a thousand years of pain for my girl
That was the first song Justin wrote to me when we thought I was leaving to another place. We were 14 and I had last in atlanta for 6 years by then. But the good news was mt dad let go of the job and gave someone else the opportunity just to keep me and my mom happy.
I placed my hands on the window as he did the same. The engine roared and justin ran along with me until the wheels sped faster to bring me closer to the torment amd farther from happiness.
Why would this be happening to me. I dont want to go back to being one half. I Just want Justin.
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I looked at the trees passing by me and all I saw on the sky was Justin's face all I heard was Justin's voice.
It happened all the time so why should this be more important. Why did I ever care too much. Maybe because ten years with Justin and in Atlanta. I thought we would stay there forever. But it happened all the time. New town, New house, New people. Even though I got to see new places I wasn't happy. I was dead and I knew moving to New York was even worst than death. My parents tore the most important thing in my life. He was a part of me. He's Justin.
I thought and thought about him. Over and over again, overflooded with his flawless characteristics. Until my eyes gave up on me and they shuttered closed. I fell asleep and It was the only thing that could help me forget about the awful situation.
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One Life {finished}
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