One Life {finished}

Fifteen: I want it to be special

It has been one month since Jason and I started dating. He has been so adorable and sexy. I couldn't stand it. I wanted him so bad. Specially right now. It's two in the morning and I can't sleep thinking about him. We haven't had sex and that's the only thing I'm thinking about right now. I hate waking up horny. The worst part is that I can't go to sleep unless I get what I want. Derek was right next door and I hadn't told him about Jason. I know, I know how the fuck can I keep thus from my best friend. But shit, if you had sex with him and actually started to love him then went behind his back and went on one date with his cousin and worst of all became his cousins girlfriend. How the fuck would you tell him? I don't know but I needed to and fast. I haven't talked to Derek ever since he went to meet his real parents so why not now. Oh right, I'm horny as fuck. Should I call Jason? I wanted him so bad right now. I usually don't want him to fuck the shit out of me but I am so horny. Fuck it.

I picked up my phone and dialed his number. It took a couple of rings before I heard the click.

"Hello?" Oh my fuck. His raspy voice was so sexy and I got butterflies from it.

"Hey baby" I know I couldn't see him but I could sense his wide smile. "Your voice is so sexy" My cheeks turned to a red blush and I smildd like an idiot. "Can you come over babe? I can't sleep." I said trying to sound more sexy. "Umm yeah baby anything for you. I'll be right there." "Alright babe I'll be waiting." I send him a kiss and he hung up. Just the thought of Jason's muscular arms climbing to my balcony was so sexy. Fuck I wanted him so badly right now I couldn't take it anymore.

After ten minutes I heard a low knock on my window. I walked to it and unlocked it open. I saw Jason standing there with a big smile. I pulled him in by his shirt and his eyes grew. "Hey baby girl. Whats wrong?" Before I coyld answer I hit my lips against his. I wrapped my armes around his neck bringing him closer but he wouldn't wrap his arms around me.

"Is that what you want Caroline?" I looked in his clear blue eyes. They said nothing but sorry. He clenched his jaw and my eyes turned from desire to impatience. Why did I wake up like this?

"This is all you want. I can see it in your eyes. Lust and desire," I looked at him and all I wanted to do was rip his clothes off. "No I just want you so bad Jason." He let out a sigh. "Don't look at me like that. I want you so bad too. I could fuck the shit out of you right now" "Then why don't you." I started to leave kisses on his neck and he couldn't help but moan. "I don't just want to, fuck you. I want it to be special for you baby. I want to have the best sex you will never forget. Most importantly having it with me. If I'm not your first I want to be your last." I looked at his eyes so sincere and burning with desire. "Then why don't we make it special right now?" I said smiling and biting my bottom lip. He laughed and brought his arms around my waist. He kissed my neck softly and sucked on my skin. His tongue tenderly licking me. He stopped and his breath hit my ear sending chills down my back. He bit my earlobe and whispered. "Everyday I spend with you is special." He looked into my eyes and they shined like wild fire spreading across my heart. He looked at my lips and then back at my eyes. His hand stroked my cheek and he leaned in kissing my lips. He sucked on them gently and then he sucked on my bottom lip letting it slip then biting my lip. He breathed out and collided his forhead against mine. I opened my eyes and second later he did too.

"I just want to sleep with you in my arms and listen to you breath as you sleep. Feeling your heartbeat against my chest. Feeling your skin against mine. Kissing you goodnight. In the morning see you wakeup and laugh with you at your morning hair. Looking at your glistening blue eyes and feeling your lips as we look at the beautiful sun shinging, just like you shine my world."  I was at lost for words. I couldn't talk because what he just said blew me away. I wanted to do the exact same thing. I wanted to wake up in Jason's arms and feel his chest moving up and down against my back. That was the perfect night I wanted. I  stared into Jason's eyes. I stroked his cheeks and slowly kissed him. I pulled away sucking on my lips still wantng to taste him.