save me from myself

for you f

I hear you.
I just want you to know that I hear you.
At the night, I hear you screaming trying to runaway from your darkness.
I hear you crying because you are afraid.
You are afraid to go to sleep.
You are afraid of yourself and that's the worst part of everything. And you know it.
You already told me one day that you hate yourself. Because you can't​ live this way, I know. You started to say  things like "everything would be better without me". Really?
I don't think so.
I mean just for one second try to imagine the life of your boyfriend without you.
The life of your older brother and the littles ones. The life of your parents. Your sister asking "where is my brother? I need him to help me with the homework". The life of your friends. Your best friends. My life...
I mean you leave a mark in every single person that you meet. And while the relation is going deeper, the mark too. So the answer is no, babe.
Everything would be worse without you. So maybe the things are going like shit right now you know but you can't stop. You are a fucking star you can't stop shining.

9/06/2017
to: ef