Trapped Inside Myself SEQUEL

Tears of joy

SHANES POV:

"Please excuse yourself while I finish my examination." I looked up to see Doctor Fergusons' hands folded on her lap.

She wasn't what I'd expected, she had brown hair and chocolate eyes reminding me of that Brianna bitch from the clique, that mane me wonder if Blueeyes was glad now that he got what he initially wanted me for,head of Florida clique.

I felt almost sad suddenly, and nervous, I was sitting across the one person that was performing the 'examination' for my release from their mental hospital, but of course i want to leave more then anything, after six months though I figured blue eyes would be a distance from my thoughts but for some reason it hurt a lot thinking what would happen when I see him for the first time and now he has moved on, I chuckled internally at myself, day dreaming about someone I want to forget.

"Miss. Delgado, you may leave." The doctor repeated making me realize I had forgotten to exit the room, Roary came to push me out of the room but the doctor stopped him saying she needed him to complete the final test, so I wheeled myself out.

I closed the office door behind me waited for the test results, I new I wasn't crazy, Roary new I wasn't crazy, but I just needed that doctor to see I'm not crazy.

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"How dose it feel to go home now?" I looked up to see Roary grinning at me with a wide smile.

We were at the gaits waiting for the bus to bring me back to Barbra's.

"I thought I'd be a lot happier, but I still don't know if it was my family who put me in this place, so I'm not sure what to think." I replied with a frown, Roary had told me it was probably Doctors from the hospital who had made me go to the mental hospital and not given my family a choice, but I didn't know Barbra well enough to now if she really would have done this to me, I just didn't want to think of it being a possibility.

"You are so pessimistic, now get out of here ." He said ruffling my hair playfully, as we saw the bus coming near us, I felt kind of sad leaving him, he was my only friend here and if it weren't for him I would have believed I was insane.

"Thank you." I replied simply, but my words held more volume.

He went to turn around  and leave and my heart sank suddenly, he has been there for me trough probably the hardest times in my life and seeing him walk away made me want to reach out and hug him as I new I'd never see him again.

"Roary wait !" I called out, I felt like I couldn't thank him enough, he broke lots of rules for me and even helped me threw the whole test, he risked his job for me.

He turned around with a smirk, it confused me.

I raised an eyebrow at his expression.

"So you do think of me as a friend?" I asked grinning, I rolled my eyes at his, he would always tell me he was my friend and try to make me say it but I never would because he was my care tacker.

"Yes you are my friend." I said finally with a small smile.

"Now that I'm not your care taker anymore since your now legally sane." He said rolling his eyes at the term the doctor had used.

He bent down to eye level with me and his expression grew serious all of a sudden.

"Now no matter what happens when you go back home, no matter what anyone says, do not try to take your life ever again.
Do you hear me?" He says holding an intense gaze I couldn't look away from.