Trapped Inside Myself SEQUEL

Fights in bell towers

He shuts off the car and turns to me and grabs my hand gently, he traces a pattern on the back.

I look up into his blue eyes that slowly glaze over as he stares down at my lips, but I needed to focus on what I really wanted to tell him.

He starts to lean over toward me but I break away by opening my door and getting out.

"Hey, what was that?" Ezra asks following my lead.

"I need you to listen and focus...okay?"I ask him.

"What is it about?" He asks looking concerned.

I bite my lower lip and think of how I am supposed to fraise this without him thinking I'm joking or freaking out.

"Remember the night you first encountered Brett after the diner, when you drove me to the old factory?" I ask him crossing my arms in the cold air.

"No, Shane don't think about that right now, it's over... Brett is over." He says looking slightly emotional.

"But his legacy lives on..." I blurt out not thinking properly, good one Shane that is NOT how I was supposed to handle this!

"What the hell dose that mean?" Ezra grits his teeth and his eyes noticeably shift darker.

"I'm sorry, let me explain...properly, uh it wasn't supposed to come out that way." I reply running a hand over my face as I frown.

" Okay," I take a deep breath before I start. "When I was in M.M.H there were many girls there... but the only people I talked to were my care takers especially my last one, Roary-"

"You don't have to explain this to me, it's not important for me to know, I'm just glad your here now...safe." He offered me a smile while taking my hand and giving it a little squeeze.

"No Ezra, I need to tell you something but there are things you must understand first." I replied.

"From the very first day, I heard her , when I passed the halls, went to the dining quart or even at night sometimes she'd haunt me, she would scream, cry, and yell constantly, I never saw her only heard her until one day when I was all alone in the garden I meet her for the first time, her hair was matted and black like onyx, but her amber eyes looked deadly, they were what intrigued me most , I never asked her name though I new it had to be that girl...normally she would taunt  me and try to scare me like she probably did everyone else, I never told her anything or asked questions but she would give me hints and little things about her." I took a breath, I wasn't really sure what to tell Ezra as he looked down in thought while listening to me, I new he cared because his brow was furrowed with concentration.

"My care taker, Roary. The day I left for home we talked and said our goodbyes, bye the end of my time we had grown almost... friends so he gave me his number and told me to call if I needed anything, and last a few weeks ago I did... " I stopped my sentence not thinking of any way to continue, it was hard to explain.

"Well why did you call?" Ezra asked looking into my eyes with an unreadable expression it worries me a little since he usually didn't hide his emotions and it didn't look like he was tying too.

"He didn't answer though... a girl did and it was the crazed one from M.H.H but what scared me more was when she told me her name was Anna Carlson."  I replied saying the last part with tears brining my eyes it remained me of the flash back and things he did to me. I blinked a few times, it would be embarrassing if my mascara started running, I looked down at me feet feeling Ezra unlace our fingers.

I closed my eyes and snuggled, don't cry don't cry don't cry, I repeated to myself inside my head, then I felt warm comforting hands placed on my cheeks and I looked up meeting Ezra's gaze, he looked concerned with an even more furrowed brow as he gently wiped my watery eyes, he pulled my head closer into his chest and I placed my cheek against his muscular warm body and felt him wrap his arms around my waist holding me protectively and swaying slightly back and forth.