Trapped Inside Myself SEQUEL

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A few days later Barbra was perfectly fine, she had called in sick to work but now was back at it again. 

Calvin came home later with Patrick the same day he stormed off but he wouldn't even look at me, I felt horrible, and I didn't know how to fix all this either.

After my kiss with Patrick, we hadn't talked about it but, I couldn't help myself for relishing in that one small moment we shared, it was like I could completely get to know someone I already New so well, I wanted to know what could have happened if I hadn't met Ezra, if me and Patty could or would be together., but I tried to distract myself whenever thoughts about the kiss popped into my head because I New it wasn't right, but at the same time I didn't know about me and Ezra right now, we have had words in the passed but this time it was different it was like I'd never seen him be a real dick like he was at the diner last time we talked, he'd called me twice since our fight but I never said much, and he got the hint I wanted him to fuck off and leave me the hell alone for a good while.

Luckily for me it was Christmas break and I didn't have to worry about Gabriella being nosey about my love life, it was a normal thing now that she would prob about me and Ezra whenever  she sensed tension between him and I, at first I found it annoying but now I kind of liked having a  girl friend to confide in especially since she New Ezra better then me.

"Shane, Shane push me!" Emma yelled at me quickly bringing me back out of thought.

"Yeah sorry kid." I reached forward grabbing the rough string of the rope swing and grasping it pulling back before letting go with force, letting gravity take over and send Emma forward on the swing in moments the smile was back on her face, she wore a princess crown atop her little ballerina bun, I smiled at the happy kid, it was her birthday okay and we all were home for it to celebrate the little brat.

"Higher!" She giggles as I sent her flying forward higher and faster.

"I don't want you to fall." I said to her as she looked behind me with a grin." I won't fall, I'm seven now!" She gave me a duh look like the true princess she was, I just rolled my eyes tempted to flip her the finger for her attitude but decided it wasn't worth it.

Everyone had spent their morning with Emma even bill was off work, well everyone except me... I had slept in today only waking half an hour ago at 1:00 in the afternoon, I was out till four in the morning with Pablo running errands and such, plus I gave him the file on my Fathef, I had a little hope thinking about the fact that Pablo might reveal a lead on this.
I was out alone with Emma right now because she was sad I didn't spend time with everyone in the morning, plus Barbra was out checking out something at her office I think her employees called her in for for a problem.

Clyde and Calvin went to buy the kid a birthday cake, and well now I was designated baby sitter for a few hours , but Even though I still disliked the little rat princess she was kinda fun too, but only in those rare moments when she wasn't annoying and bossy.

"Can we go play in the sand box now?" She asked, I told her yes and gentle pulled the rope swing to a stop.

She hopped of grabbing my ha d A started running toward the little sand box on the other side of the house, she was "dragging " me but I really only had to walk to keep up.

"Okay,  Shay Shay what do you want to make?" She asked with a small smile, using the stupid nick name she gave me, I had tried a million telling her not to but she wouldn't stop so this time I let it slide.

"Why not a sand castle?" I suggested.

"I usually build sandcastle, I'm like an expert so maybe I can show you?" She said happily grabbing a handful of sand and placing it in the middle starting a little hill as she shapes it, while telling me all about what to do and what not to do.