Trapped Inside Myself SEQUEL

Back on 2 feet (part-2)

I couldn't stop smiling, and wiggling my toes, I gazed out the window so my smile wouldn't be so blatant, but whenever I glanced at him he was smiling like myself.

"So now that I'm better...I now I can't take back what I said to you, but if any chance you would consider me again, I would like to be with you." I said awkwardly causing immediate tension in the car, I felt nervous again.
"I wanted to say yes so badly, and as soon as I pushed you out that door, I locked myself in forever." I said feeling depressed suddenly like before,knowing that Ezra and I could have reacted as we did five minutes ago just from the shock of being driven over and me getting my feeling back.

"Your still my poison, and as much as my pride says to send you away, when it comes to you my pride doesn't have a say in this matter." Ezra replied chuckling to himself, witch made me do the same.

"Okay." I replied.

"That smile I missed so damn much." He commented placing his hand on my knee, and it made me smile more .

Then Ezra pulled into a clearing in the forest, "here we are." He said shutting off his BMW, and we got out of the vehicle.

"What's that?" I asked seeing he had a dark object in is hand looking like a bottle, he smirked and held it up to my face showing me the bottle of jack Daniels.

"That's a good idea." I replied.

We walked side by side as he led me threw a dark forest, last time I'd been in a forest was with my dad when I was a kid, he'd take me out with My broters and Alice always stayed home saying she didn't like bugs, I wonder where my dad was now.

As we walked I saw a spot of light just a small dot though, and then I saw more, it was beautiful," what is that?" I asked pointing to the magical looking twinkles of light that floated around us in the night lighting our path, they were coming up from the long grass we were walking threw.

"Fire flys ." He replied not as amazed as myself but I hadn't seen them before, it was beautiful.

"Wow, it's really nice." I said as we kept walking.

I could feel Ezra staring at me threw my peripheral vision, he stared for a long time and then he gently grabbed my hand with hesitation, the action made my stomach twist.

I turned to look at him with a questioning look, and then smiled to myself thinking about how much of a hypocrite I was.

"What?" Ezra asked looking interested in my expression, as he smiled showing bright white teeth.

"I can't think of a time where I wouldn't roll my eyes at the thought of a guy and a girl trying to make it work in a world that seems to go so far to make things go so wrong , but here I am reenacting a love song." I said smiling in amusement.

"I'll be your best love song." Ezra said smirking as he stared into my eyes brightly with his blue ones, blinking once, showcasing those long black eyelashes.

I j ust smiled in reply wanting this moment to last long enough before something bad would surely happen.

Ezra passed me the Jack Daniels, and I took a big swig of it as the harsh taste rasped my throat but it was a good burn, I smiled loving the taste and effect again since I had been kept away from any mind altering substance other then prescription drugs at the hospital.

With that thought I gulped more down before Ezra grabbed it from me laughing his husky deep cheated laugh that made goosebumps prickle on my skin.
"Dang Baby doll you can put it back." He said using that annoying name, and a cute boyish smirk in witch I scowled at and punched him in the arm lightly and then deeply regretted it.