Vikk loves who..?

This can't be happening

*Vikk's POV*

I can't handle seeing Simon like this, he is in so much pain.

"I know it's not my fault he died, but I just can't help thinking I could've done more and maybe have stopped it"
Simon says while sobbing,

"No simon"
I say,

"You were a great fiancé to him, don't try and beat yourself up about it. You did everything in your power."

"But that's the worse thing about it. He was my...fiancé. Fuck. This is so fucked."
After that sentence he cried even more,

"I know it is Simon, I know. I can't imagine the pain you are feeling."

Jj walked in, I see the hurt and remorse in his eyes,

"Hey, jj"

"Yo, Vikk"

Jj sat down beside Simon, I'm pretty sure he was close to tears.  He started to comfort Simon as well, being reassuring.

We had an argument with Tobi before Josh died. Tobi is the more sympathetic person of the group but he isn't even here to help, he texted me not that long ago telling us we can fuck of.

God, you think you know a person but then they up and surprise you, prick.

"This is my fault, why did we argue? Why?!"
Simon starts screaming out of him,

God, this is too much for me, I can't cry in front of  him, I need to be strong for him

"Jj, can you please get us some tissues?"

"Yeah, sure man"

When he left I held Simon closer and hugged him hard,

"Simon, listen to me. You are a great person and yes, this is a terrible situation but, I need you to be strong. You can make it through this, if you need to talk to anybody please get help or even just come to me. Anything to make you feel a little more happy or safe. It hurts me to see you like this, I know I know, it will take awhile to heal but please stop fighting it, it won't do you much help. I can't handle it and I can tell you can't either.  You will talk to me when you need it, right?"

He looked up at me and nodded.

"I will."

"Promise? Please promise"

"Yes, promise."

"Thank you."

"God, Vikk. You're such a good friend, I love you."

"I love you too."

Wait

Jj came back with a big box of tissues and I took them form him.

Why did I just get excited when he said that?

"Thanks"

"No problem"

I gave Simon a tissue and he thanked me.

He said 'I love you'

"Hey, Vikk?"

"Yeah?"

"Is life always this painful?"

I sighed

Why did I get tingles when he said 'I love you'?

"No, life is cruel. When life is good, it's good. But life loves games and some of the games are fucked up, you just have to push through it"

"Damn"
Simon sounded surprised.

No, not him.

"What?"
I smile slightly.

"Oh nothing just, hearing that coming out of your mouth is weird, annnnddd you're younger than me"

We both chuckle,

Am I..? No, no. I can't.

"So? That donen't  mean anything."

"Whatever"
Simon and I smile.

Jj finally spoke,

"Do you guys want dinner now? Dominos?"

Is this really happening?

We both nod our heads.

"I could reeaalllyy go for their cookies"
I say, almost drooling.

"Ughhhh, yes, I agreeee"

Am I...falling for him? No! Get that thought out of your head!

I just have butterflies in my stomach. Godammit! Stop this. I won't believe it. I can't believe it.
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Weeeeeeeellllll hello there! I know this is short but welcome to my second actual book! Part two from my Minkzerk one. Is Vikk going to finally confess he does? Who knows.
And btw, I don't know how long this book is going to be. Anyway, I will see you all later, BYEEEEE.