I'm such a fool... "Oi (y/n) !" You look up seeing Minato-sensei's hand wave in front of your eyes. "Sorry sensei, could you repeat that please?" He sighed. "As I was saying, tomorrow all of you will have a day off to rest for our next mission." You smile, looking around at the people You see as my family. Obito is jumping in the air while Rin laughs at him. Kakashi is standing on the side, talking to Minato-sensei. "Sorry guys but I have to go. I'll see you later!" You walk away, towards your home.
You open the door. "I'm home!" No reply. 'Well I'm used to it anyway' You think while walking in. 'It's not like there's anyone to greet me. Oh well...' You walk further into the house, while throwing the keys with the other ones. 'Let's make some food.' You walk into the kitchen and start making (f/f). "I should probably eat less, otherwise I'll get fat." You eat your food and walk towards the sink to do the dishes. After that you walk to your bedroom and go to sleep.
"Useless!" "Fool!" "Die your bitch!" "Monster!" "Stop! Leave me alone!" You try to shout but it wouldn't reach their ears, no sound came out of your mouth. "No wonder your parents left you!" "Useless skank!" Their faces begin to fade until everything is black. Loneliness starts to engulf you.
That's the moment you woke. Tears staining your cheeks and a heart that's beating fast. 'It was just a dream.' "Why am I so useless?" I say while walking to the kitchen. "Why do I even try?" I get out a knife. The slicing of skin. Blood trickling down my wrists. The pain bringing pleasure. You need more, more and more. Pain brings numbness. The blood calms you down. After a few minutes you stop and start cleaning the mess up. After you cleaned everything up you start rinsing your wrists with water and then dry them. You walk back towards your room and lie in your bed, awake until your eyes start getting heavy.
The next morning you wake up to the sound of knocks on your door. 'Who could that be?' You walk to your front door and open it. "Hello (y/n), how are you?" You look up seeing Minato-sensei just standing there with a wide grin on his face. "I'm good, but what are you doing here Minato-sensei? I thought we had a day off?" "Yes you have, but I wanted to talk to you for a second."Hello! I hope you enjoyed this first chapter. Please let me know by leaving comments and favoriting it✌️. Also, if you have any suggestions for the story let me know by messaging me!😁😁
~Red

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