Hello guys! Just before we start a warning ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ this chapter will contain a lemon and this will be announced when it starts. So if you don't want to read the lemon just read until it is said that the lemon starts.
Kakashi's POV
As (y/n) fell asleep again I started walking around in her apparent. It wasn't very big but it was big enough for one or two people. As I walked into the kitchen I put the cup I used for the medicine into the sink and washed it off. I then put it back into the cupboard. I walked into the living room and started cleaning some things up. A few minutes later I walked into her bathroom and started sorting out the stuff that was put onto the sink. As I put away her toothpaste and toothbrush I saw something reflecting the light in the corner of my eye. As I turned to it I saw a razor laying there. Dried blood was sticking to the edges. I grabbed it and saw that the blood wasn't very old. 'Fuck. She did it again. She promised!' I put it back and checked her small trash can in her bathroom. I saw an old towel stained with blood laying in there. I walked out and went to her room. There I sat there waiting for her to wake up.
Your POV
Darkness, it was suffocating you. Choking on it. You screamed but nothing was heard. Kakashi appeared and you tried reaching and screaming for him. He didn't hear you. He turned around and walked away. You wanted to follow, but your feet were stuck. You then felt yourself falling down. You screamed and then hit water. You tried swimming up but you were grabbed by something. You were dragged down until everything slowly started to fade into darkness.
You opened your eyes. You saw your room and as you looked around you saw Kakashi sitting in a chair, on the other side of your bed, looking very worried. You then looked at your drawer. You needed it now. The urges driving you insane. You again looked at Kakashi. "What?" He stood up and walked towards you. "You promised (y/n). You promised sensei that you wouldn't do it again." You looked down in shame. You knew exactly what he meant. You had done it again yesterday morning, before Kakashi had arrived. You had had a nightmare for the so maniest time that night. After you had done it, you felt a lot of relief and calmer. Not only that, you also felt guilt pressure you again.
"It helps me, don't you understand?" You muttered. "No I don't (y/n)! You promised Minato-sensei and Jiraiya-sama that you wouldn't do it again!" Tears prickled the corners of your eyes. "I'm trying! Don't you see?!" You almost screamed. "NO I DON'T SEE IT! YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF! WHY?! I'M TRYING TO UNDERSTAND!" Kakashi shouted as tears streamed down his face. Your tears started streaming too. "I'M SORRY OKAY?! I'VE TRIED TO STOP SO MANNY TIMES, BUT EVERY TIME SOMETHING HAPPENS BECAUSE OF WHICH I START AGAIN! IT'S NOT LIKE I WANT THIS! DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS AN ADDICTION?!" You shouted at him. You felt so bad. You wanted to just hide away forever. "I NEVER HAD ANYONE THAT WAS THERE FOR ME, SO WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENED I CUT MYSELF TO MAKE THE MENTAL PAIN GO AWAY! WHY WON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?!" You shouted as even more tears made their way down your face. "BECAUSE I'M HERE FOR YOU!" He screamed. "I know, but I don't want to be a bother." You mumbled. He walked towards you and pulled you into a hug. "It wouldn't be a bother, because I love you (y/n)." Kakashi mumbled into your hair. "I love you too, Kakashi." You mumbled into his chest.
~time skip to a year later~
Lemon time bitches!🍋🍋🍋🍋
"Yo (y/n)." Kakashi said as he walked into your room. "Welcome home kakabaka!" You shouted as you jumped at him. He caught you but wasn't standing stable enough so he fell backwards. "Shit." You heard him whisper. You laid on top of Kakashi. He turned the two of you around and he stared into your eyes deeply. He started leaning in and eventually reached your lips, kissing you deeply. After he broke the kiss he started placing kisses on your neck. "I missed you." He whispered into your ear and started kissing down your neck again. When he reached your soft spot you moaned softly. "Hmm~ (y/n), you like that don't you?" Kakashi purred. He then started sucking on your soft spot. You moaned a bit louder then before. "Oh fuck, Kakashi." He smirked against your skin. He snaked his hands under your shirt and lifted it over your head, revealing your black laced bra. He then kissed your earlobe and whispered to you again. "You wanted this to happen, didn't you, you naughty girl." He then unzipped his jacket and threw it somewhere randomly. He then pulled off his shirt, revealing his toned body. He then kissed you again. When you broke the kiss for air he spoke. "Let's do this somewhere more comfortable then the floor." He said seductively. You just nodded and wrapped your legs and arms around Kakashi. He stood up and carried you to your bed.
He laid you down gently and crawled between your legs. He then unbuttoned your pants and pulled them down, revealing your laced panties. He smirked and completely pulled off your trousers, taking off your shoes in the process. He then crawled up and kissed your lips again. His hands rested on your hips, drawing circles with his fingers. "Stop teasing Kakashi~." You whined. His hands started traveling inwards, stroking your thighs. It really turned you on. "Fuck Kakashi." You looked at him and he smirked. You couldn't handle it anymore and turned him around, making you sit on top. You smirked and trailed your hand down his v-line. You pulled open his pants and pulled them off together with his shoes. "Fuck babe." Kakashi groaned as you ground against his crotch. "Are you pitching a tent for me Kakashi?" You asked innocently. You ground your hips lightly again and he groaned softly. He then grabbed your hips and turned the two of you around. "Enough foreplay, let's start with the main event." Kakashi said and he pulled off your bra and panties. He then proceeded pulling off his own boxers and leaned over your body towards the nightstand. He pulled open the drawer and grabbed a condom. He opened up the package with his teeth and put on the condom. He lined his dick with your entrance and slammed in. "Oh my god, Kakashi!" You screamed in pleasure. He kept slamming into you on an even pace. He eventually tilted his hips slightly, going deeper then before and reaching your G-spot. "Shit Kakashi!" The sound of skin slapping against each other and moaning filled the room. You heard Kakashi curse and groan softly. Eventually the knot in your stomach came undone and you moaned loudly. "Kakashi I'm cumming!!" Your walls tightened around Kakashi and he groaned loudly. He thrusted into you a few times more before releasing his seed into the condom and stilling. He pulled out and pulled off the condom, tiring the end. "I love you (y/n)." He said as he laid himself down beside you and pulled up the sheets, over the two of you. "I love you too Kakashi." You said as you snuggled into his chest.
Hi guys! Sorry for not updating in such a long time. This was the first lemon I've ever written so what do you think? I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I hope I will update the next chapter soon.
~Red
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