Friends With Benifits

Chapter Nine

Gabriella's POV

"Darling I want to be tucked deep in you, and feel you cum around me" He whispers

"Please" I beg my voice urgent "please!!"

Alan licks his bottom lip, desire flashes in his eyes. He kisses me hard, slipping his tongue between my lips. probing and feeling around my mouth with it. I grab his hair with my hands pulling him closer to me deepening the kiss. I let out a soft moan just as he moaned in the back of his throat.

I wanted him as badly as he wanted me.

When he pulls back from the kiss and looks into my eyes I notice they're not green. They're blue. Suddenly dread creeps over me. I push him away and rush to the bathroom heaving up nothing but fluids.

"Gabriella, " Alan says with concern in his voice. He stood in the door way of the bathroom watching me as I vomited until I couldnt anymore. I shudder from the chill that coursed through my body.

It's okay.  It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. He cant hurt you. He's not here. Not here. Not here.  I hear Alans voice but it sounds so far away as I rock back and forth my knees to my chest. Fear makes its way through my body slowly. It creeps through evey vain into every cell. I feel like screaming. Why in that perfect moment did I see him? why? why!!

Hot tears run down my face, my hands over my ears as I continued my internal struggle.

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Alan's POV

Does she not like tongue?

I watched her run to the bathroom in a hurry. Her face was pale when she turned away from me... maybe she had to fart. Hope it doesnt smell bad. I chuckled at the silly thought until I heard her throwing up.

I jumped out of bed and charged to the bathroom.

She sat there with her head over my toilet throwing up, shuddering. I started to wonder if the room was to cold. She up heaved more and I wince as I watch her.

"Gabriella?" I say slightly alarmed

She sits up from the toilet and begans rocking back and forth her brown eyes full of fear.

"Gabriella are you okay"

She doesnt respond

"look Gabriella if you're concerned you're pregnant lets just go out and buy a test now,"

Scratch my neck, still no response, I let out a loud frustrated sigh. Whats going on through her head.

"I mean like you said I guess its not the time to try but im pretty sure you can find these things out immediately"

I look at her as she starts to cry her hands covering her ears. Her rocking never stops.
What is it Gabriella,  what is causing you such distress darlin.

Taking small steps towards her I reach my hands out to her. I dont know whats going on but whatever it is I want it to stop. Wrapping my arms around her I kiss her forehead she sobs loudly into my chest at first. Slowly her screams die down till she is soon resting an a blissful sleep on my chest. I smile at the little ball shes curled herself into. Cute.

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Her hair fanned out around her as she slept in my bed. Its sunday morning. We've been doing this thing for about three days now and I have to admit its interesting. But all this, the running away, the crying, its not what I asked for.