The Rebel In Me

Chapter 4 ~Can You Feel My Heart~

  The drive was silent, other then the occasional barley audible breathing coming from either me or him. I would glance at him from time to time but he had his perfect eyes on the road. I decided to keep my eyes down at my lap, where my hands rested intertwined together. I heard a soft sigh come from Nate and I glanced up. We were still on the foresty road which was beginning to turn into the country road into town. The trees were coming now in fewer and smaller clusters, but thats when I realized we were slowing down.

"Why are we slowing down?" I asked as he pulled over on the side of the road where there was a small clearing.

"I can't take it.."He answered and his hands dropped from the wheel. He unbuckled his seatbelt and turned a bit to face me.

"Can't take what?"I whispered and looked down when his eyes were on me.

"This..being so close but not being able to touch you."He said and I felt his pointer finger under my chin. He raised my head effortlessly and his eyes locked onto mine. A smile stretched across his thin perfect lips.

"Wha-"He cut me off by placing his lips against mine in a soft slow kiss. I felt his finger leave under my chin and I felt his hand stretch across my cheek. His thumb rubbing my cheek in a smooth, swift circle. 

I leaned into him a bit, kissing back with more of an urgency.  I felt his other hand on my hip, as my hands intertwined into his hair. I felt his lips part against mine and his tongue slid into my mouth. Hes never done this before and it was a bit of a shock to me, but it felt natural as it swirled and danced with mine.  My hands gripped onto his soft long locks tighter now and I pulled him closer. I felt his lips creep into a smile as his tongue receded back and his lips left mine. I opened my eyes as his lips skimmed my jaw and trailed down my neck.

I let out a soft moan and a shudder rippled down my back, my grip on his hair loosening only a bit. I bit my lip to stop myself from letting out another moan as he unbuttoned my shirt and kissed across my shoulder. I felt his hand unbuttoning my pants, I became alert and I didnt want to go further.

"Nate.."I breathed.

"Yes?"He mumbled against my skin.

"Stop..Please.."I whispered and I felt his lips leave my skin.

"I..Im sorry.."He stammered. "I know we never go far..I just..Couldnt stop. You're just..so perfect.."He blabbed and I smiled.

"You're beginning to sound like me."I said with a smile as he chuckled.

"No.."A smile spread across his lips."You still are the bitch."

"I rather be called your boyfriend thank you." I said matter of factly.

"Fine, hun."He kissed my cheek and I felt warm as I began to fix myself as well as my clothing.

"I..I liked that."I whispered as I looked up at him.

"So did I...Even if that was my first time doing that to a guy, its nice to test the waters." He said as he smiled at me.

"Test?"I asked, I dont want to be someones experiment.

"Like, feel around.See where you're sensative. See your sweet spots. Don't worry Jaime. Im here to stay." He answered and he buckled his seat belt and I followed suit. I looked back down at my lap when he started the car up and fixed my pants a bit.

"Whats wrong?Did I turn you on?"He laughed and I blushed.

"Maybe..But you got turned on too.."I huffed and crossed my arms with a smile as I looked out the front window. I didnt have a care in the world right now,  I was just so happy. So...So excited,  and in love with this new idea of love. I couldnt see life another way.

As he pulled out to get back on the main road, a pickup came roaring by. In its bed was a bunch of students from our school, and one I noticed. Nates brother, who seemed to look in our direction over all the girls,  with a beer in hand. His face twisted in disgust for a fraction of a second before he turned back to the sluts he had waiting. Nate paid no mind and got back onto the main country road behind the pickup, but as we drove we saw the pickup was slowing, to the point it stopped. Nate was going to keep going, but a figure stepped out into our way.