The Rebel In Me

~Chapter 7~Little Piece Of Heaven

The drive was beginning to stretch into hours and I became bored rather quick. I looked around at the blackening scenery and then up to him, he was quietly paying attention to the road with his deep set eyes. I was getting antsy, and I just had to break the silence between us.

"Why were you so angry yesterday?"I asked.

Silence.

"Why did you do this..."I asked.

Silence, but this time he seemed to look angry so I became quiet as well.

"Maybe cause I don't want to avoid you...maybe cause I want to spend a good day with you. I know were moving fast, but with how everyone is and how unaccepting everyone is...I guess I'm just acting rash because..." he sighed and shook his head. "I love you...and if I have to avoid you it...it will hurt. I always want to be with you...I never loved someone ever, and I just can't deal if I had to avoid you."

"Oh..."I whispered.

"Just give me tonight...let me hold you. Please...Then we can hide our relationship and do things secretly."

"Or we can run away. ."I muttered, tears welling up in my eyes.

"I want to...but we both need an education. How about after highschool, we can runaway and grow old together."His voice sounded cheerful, till he glanced at me and his face fell.

"Hun are you crying?"His voice sounded alarmed and I looked down.

"No..."My voice cracked.

"Look...We can do this every month, ok? Then we can run away and we can change our names..."He sighed."This is totally the gay version of Romeo and Juliet."

"Shut up..."I let out a soft laugh.

"Its true!" He chuckled and he began to drive a tad faster."Only we didn't fall in love in a day, marry in another and die on the last."

"We fell in love in a few weeks and now are dumb in love."I said matter of factly.

"Oh shut up."

"Ugly"

"Smelly."

"You suck at comebacks."I laughed.

"Oh shush smelly."He said with a smile, I looked away and lightly placed my hand on his knee and felt him tense up.

"What is it?"I asked.

"Nothing...I just like your touch..."He answered.

"O...Okay."I whispered and we became silent.

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He had slowed down, finally. He wasn't much of a talker and being in a silent car with him was going to drive me up a damn wall. We were in the middle of nowhere,  heading down  dirt path into the dark dense woods. He began to slow into a small clearing within the trees, and I looked around into the dark.

"Its a secret place..."He said as he got out.

"Were in the middle of no where."I said getting out.

"Oh shut up."He laughed.

"Never."I grunted as I stretched.

"Mmm..sure."He said in his velvet gruff voice.

"Mm."I walked over to him as he dug a blanket out of the back.

"Hows sleeping under the stars?"He asked.

"Something some chick would like."I smiled at him.

"Well you are the chick in the relationship. "He threw the blanket over me.

"Maybe I am..."I growled and threw it off.

"Look, I've never really been with a guy. None ever felt right,  and now that I have you can you just amuse me?" He asked.

"Fine."I answered.

"Thank you."He said picking up the blanket and laying it out on a spot of grass a foot or so from the car.

I watched him lay down and kick off his shoes, I watched how his hair fell over his eyes and how they twinkled when they caught my stare. He patted the spot next to him and I walked over and sat down next to him. I kicked off my shoes and pulled my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around my knees.

"Lay down."He whispered and I felt his hand on my back, gently rubbing circles.

"I...I'm comfortable." I said and he sat up.

"Jaime."He looked at me.

"What?"I looked away from him.

"Look at me." He placed a hand lightly on my cheek and turned my head to look at him.

"Stop."I whispered as his blue eyes dug into mine.

"No Jaime."His eyes became hard and I sighed.

"Look...you don't know me..."I whispered.

"And do you know me?"He asked.

"Not really."I answered.

"Exactly."He smiled.

"Fine."I smiled.

"There it is."His eyes lit up and he kissed me. I was suprised since it was unexpected but I shut my eyes and kissed back.

I let my hands intertwine in his long hair and his hands went to my hips. He leaned against me and I layed back onto the blanket. He postioned himself ontop of me and got between my legs, I stiffened a bit. I was scared, but before I could voice concern I felt his lips part and his tongue begged for entrance. As my lips parted our tongues danced and I decided to not say a thing. His tongue receded back and his lips left mine, I opened my eyes and looked up at his smiling bright face.

"I love you..."He whispered.

"I love you too."I said and I saw a small smile stretch across his lips.

He then leaned his head down and began to kiss at my neck,  unbuttoning my polo slowly. I groaned and leaned my head back, begging for more. My hands slipped from his hair to his back and I dug my nail softly into his back. I felt his hands go from my hips to under my shirt and my back arched at the touch of his cold hands.

"Must be hot in this stiff old thing."He said in his sexy gruff voice that made me moan.

Yet thats when I panicked, I remembered what I had done the night before and my eyes flew open. I was too late to voice my concern, he was already lifting my shirt. He pulled it completely off as I layed there completely powerless under him, I saw his eyes open and they met mine. He smiled but as he took my body in and saw what I had down, his face twisted.