Love isn't always fair. (Austin Carlile fanfic)

Back to old habits.

LAURA'S P.O.V

I woke up in a horrible mood the next morning. I was so grumpy with anger built up inside me. What's going on with me?

I rolled out of bed and glanced at the mirror. I still had the scar at the side of my mouth even though it faded a bit. It made me hate my face even more. The dark circles under my eyes made me look like I've been doing drugs. I haven't though.

I grabbed my makeup bag and started applying some concealer under my eyes. I don't usually wear foundation but I did this time. I'll do anything to make myself look a bit prettier. After the foundation I applied some loose powder and fair blush.

I finished off with cat flicked eyeliner and mascara. I'm not the type of person who wears makeup from early in the morning but I have those days were I just hate my reflection. How does it feel to wake up and hate every inch of your body? Terrible.

I pulled my hair up in a messy bun and tied a red bandana around my head. I went downstairs , sat on the couch and started scrolling down on Instagram. But something caught my attention. There was a photo Austin posted of us from yesterday while we were at the pool.

But that wasn't what caught my attention. There were some mean and nasty comments about me. I started reading all of them.

"Austin what the hell do you see in her?"

"She's not that pretty"

"Gielle was so much better and prettier than her. I don't like Laura."

"Dude is she anorexic? Her ribs are starting to show. Emo freak." There were lots of other sweet comments though.

I couldn't believe what I have read. Does everyone have such a negative aspect on me? What have I done to make them hate me so much? I'm a failure at life.

I started crying from the pain they have caused me. I mean , I know that I'm not the most beautiful girl in the world but having those comments come from somebody else hurt twice as much.

I ran into the bathroom and slammed the door as I leaned against it. I wanted to let out my anger and pain somehow. But how? I opened the cabinet and grabbed my razor. I pulled my sleeve up as I stared at the scars on my wrist. I heard Austin come downstairs so I tried to calm down and be quiet as possible. I couldn't cause I was crying so much.

I heard a knock on the door, " Laura are you okay?" he sounded panicked and confused.

"Go away." I said as I let out a cry from the pain.

"Laura open this door!"

"No Austin , leave me alone"

"Open this fucking door please. I beg you"

I didn't speak this time. I kept quiet and so did Austin.

"Please.." he said. I could tell he was about to cry from the tone of his voice. I slowly got up from the ground and slowly turned the knob. I opened the door slowly to find Austin staring at me with tears streaming down his face.

I had makeup smearing down my cheeks. My eyes red and swollen. He walked towards me and tilted my chin up so my eyes could meet his. "Can you please tell me what happened?" he said in a quiet and sweet voice.

I took my phone out of my pocket and showed him their comments. His mouth dropped and couldn't believe what he saw. He looked at me with pain in his eyes , not knowing what to say.

"Don't listen to them. You're beautiful. They are full of jealousy and greediness. Whoever said that has no respect towards you and now they lost all respect from me. You're a beautiful girl Laura. I wish you could believe me. I wish you could see yourself from my point of view , then you will realize how beautiful you really are."

He grabbed my wrist and I jumped from the pain. His eyes grew wider , filled with sadness. He noticed the blade laying on the floor with a few droplets of blood around it. He pulled up my sleeve and sighed.

"Why?" he asked. I could tell he was about to cry again. We've already been through this back when we were still at high school.

"I'm sorry" I said barely loud enough for him to hear.

He rested his forehead against mine and said "Please don't ever think about doing that again. Please? Let me take care of you and protect you."

I looked up at him and planted a kiss on his lips. He kissed back and placed a hand on the crook of my neck. I wrapped my hands around his neck. He's always so warm. The kiss lasted for a few seconds then I pulled away and smiled at him. He helped me clean up and remove the smeared makeup off my face.

Austin was always the one who succeeded at cheering me up .

We were watching TV at night but both of us were a bit unentertained . "Wanna go to bed?" he asked. I nodded and we went upstairs.

I closed the door and rested against it, staring at Austin. He also looked at me with his deep , big brown eyes. He leaned closer as pulled him gently from his top. We smiled at eachother as our lips met once again. We both smiled during the kiss as it got more rough but passionate at the same time. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around him tightly. The kiss got more rough as he walked towards the bed and put me down gently. He came on top of me and started kissing my neck slowly and softly. I started breathing heavier as he started going lower and started kissing my collarbones. I let out a tiny moan as he gently bit at my collarbone.

I sat up and took his top off , naturally stroking him as the fabric slid along his skin. This time , I took over. I went on top of him and gave him a few kisses before I went down to his neck and to his chest. I kissed his scar softly and squeezed his hand gently. I could tell he was extremely turned on just by the look on his face. He took my top off and sat up to kiss me again while running his finger up and down my back.

Then we took eachother's jeans off so both of us were in our underwear. He ran his hand up to my bra and unhooked it , then he took it off. He took his boxer briefs and my hot pants off.

I must admit it , I was nervous and scared but I tried to relax.

"Laura , are you sure?"

"Yes" I said with a reassuring smile. He spread my legs apart so he could come between them and he slowly entered me.

I moaned a few times and so did Austin. At the end , we both reached our climax and both of us moaned again. It was so good , my legs were shaking.

Austin layed down next to me and pulled the quilt on top of us. I scooted closer to him and kissed him one last time before we drifted off to sleep.

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