Love isn't always fair. (Austin Carlile fanfic)

Why are you so jealous?

LAURA'S P.O.V

I sat down in the living room and pulled out my phone. I plugged in my earphones and started listening to music. Austin was upstairs changing and we still haven't said a word since we left the pub. I tried talking to him but he would reply with a short answer , showing me that he doesn't want to talk. 

I saw Austin coming downstairs and he looked like he was shouting but I couldn't hear a word due to the loud music. I pulled out my earphones and stood up.

"Laura , what the hell? I've been calling your name for what seems like 50 fucking times. Why didn't you talk to me?" he said angrily.

"Uhh I was listening to music? Why the hell are you so mad at me? What have I done now?" I snapped back. I didn't want to fight but he was pissing me off by the way he was behaving like a child. 

"How was I supposed to know you were listening to music?" He spat out.

"Duh Austin , you know that I listen to music mainly all the time. What's wrong with you tonight? Since the moment I told you that I bumped into Ashley you've been behaving like a fucking child. What's wrong with talking to people? Am I banned from socializing now? Or do I need your permission to talk to other people?" I started to get madder by the minute.

"As far as I know I didn't tell you that you can't talk to other people so do me a favor and don't make things up." He said.

"I'm not making things up , I'm asking you questions." I said defensively.

"Why were you talking to him Laura? Huh? Are you falling for him again? Or do you want him just to have some fun and you know what I mean by that!" 

I was hurt. Does he really think I'm that type of girl who sleeps with a lot of guys? Does he really have that point of view on me? 

"If you're talking about Ashley's past , do me a favor and don't say another word because you don't know what he's been through. And do you really think I'm that type of girl? I thought you had a different aspect on me and just to let you know , I only slept with two guys in my life which are you and Ashley which is a good amount for  a 23 year old girl." I couldn't believe he would say something like that.

"Don't try to make me feel sorry for him Laura because it's useless. What could he possibly have gone through?" He snapped at me again.

"After high school he didn't have a house or a job and he needed money. He slept in his own car because he didn't have anywhere to stay. That is why Ashley did some porn. He stopped after a bit because he realised that is not the right way to get money. I helped him settle down and find a decent job so he could buy a house and live properly. Could you imagine yourself living in that situation Austin? I don't think so." I crossed my arms and looked at him, waiting for his answer.

"I don't give a shit. He left you and you were hurting because of that piece of-"

"Don't even fucking dare calling him names. Do you wanna know why we broke up? Because he had to move away and we couldn't keep our relationship, that's why. But now he's back and he settled down in a band and there is nothing wrong with me talking to him." I said.

"Do whatever you want. I don't care. Just get out of my fucking house this moment!" He walked right past me and went upstairs.

"That is your way of dealing with an argument? Fine I'm leaving. Goodbye Austin." I shouted.

I grabbed my phone, my earphones and my car keys and ran outside crying my eyes out. I had no place to stay. 

I drove by the beach for a litle while. It was only 10:30pm. What am I going to do now?