The Long Journey Of Being Unwanted {Editing}

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Breeland
Jaxson kisses me and the world stops. Everything felt different. Like everything was wrong but right at the same time. He pulls away and then everything goes back to normal.

"Um." I mumble looking at him with confusion and fear.

"I'm sorry." He sighs bowing his head in shame.

"Don't be." I say trying to smile. I couldn't. The next thing I know I'm crying.

"Bree?" He asks looking at me with fear in his eyes.

"Sorry." I mumble running into the bathroom. I slam the door and lock it.

"Bree?" Jax asks banging on the door.

"I'm fine. I just need some time to think." I sigh, sliding my back down the door.

"Are you sure you want to be alone? In the bathroom?" He asks. I groan and open the door. He holds out his arms and hugs me.

"I just need to talk to Mark." I groan.

"No!" He says looking at me.

"Why?!" I ask getting mad.

"Because. You can't. Not like this." He says brushing a few strands of hair behind my ear.

"Fine. But we have to go to dance in like 20 minutes and he's going to be there.." I mumble.

"Why?"

"He always is." I sigh grabbing Jax's hand and pulling him out the door.

"Where we going?" He asks.

"My house... I need to get my stuff."

"Ok." He smiles following me. He looks at his phone and stops walking.

"What?" I ask when I hear him mumble my name.

"Um. Nothing." He sighs as he continues to walk.

"What is it?" I ask trying to grab his phone.

"Nothing." He says as I grab it. I look at the screen and my heart breaks. He was on Sierra's Instagram page. The bio: Mark 🔒❤️

I feel a hot tear roll down my cheek.

"Bree?" Jaxson asks wrapping his arm around me.

"He.. He..." I start but I couldn't get the words out.

"Are you ok?" He asks wiping my tears.

"I.. Umm.." I say but again couldn't get the words out. I help like my whole world collapsed on me. Like I was worthless and useless. Like the best thing to do was die to stop the pain.

"Bree." Jax says looking up. I look up with him and see Mark and Sierra walking towards us.

"Hurry do something." I say looking at Jax. He shrugs and kisses me as they walk past. After they were far enough away he stopped.

"Thanks." I smile.

"No problem." He chuckles taking my hand and walking towards my house.