The Long Journey Of Being Unwanted {Editing}

18

Bree

"Bree?" I hear someone yell. 

"Dance room!" I yell back. I turn around to see Mark. 

"Hey Markus," I smile. 

"Hey Breeland," he laughs. Yeah. Me and Mark are friends. 

"Good luck nugget," He smiles hugging me. 

"Thanks!" I laugh hugging him back. 

"So you and Sierra almost a month." I smile. He nods with a smile. A lot of people think it's weird but I'm happy for Mark. He found love. Who am I playing I miss him so much. Mark pulls out of the hug and smiles. I look up at him. God you could get lost in his eyes. That's what I was doing. Getting lost in his eyes. I slowly get on my toes and peck his lips. I've missed this. He pulls away. 

"Bree we can't do this. I'm with Sierra and you're with Jaxson. It's not right." He sighs. 

"Right. Sorry." I mumble closing my eyes and turning around. 

"I miss you." I whisper before turning the music on and dancing. When I finish I notice Mark leaning against the door frame. 

"I thought you left." I sigh. He shakes his head no. 

"I wouldn't leave without saying good bye." He sighs walking up to me and hugging me again. 

"I'm gonna miss ya." He says pulling out of the quick hug. 

"I'll miss you too." I groan walking into the gymnastics room. I run and do a front flip into the foam pit. The foam is where I do most of my thinking. 

"BYE!!" Mark yells getting his bag and walking out of the room. "Bye!" I yell back. 

I wake up to my alarm clock and Anayeli screaming. I groan and get up. I change into a random outfit (Above), do a light makeup and curl my hair. If I'm going to California I have to look my best. I grab my suitcase and walk to the front of the house. 

"Are we taking you?" Mom asks me. 

"Nope. Jaxson's older sister is picking us up." I smile. She nods. 

"I'll see you when you get home." She says kissing the top of my forehead. 

"Bye." I smile walking out of the house and sitting on the porch. After a while Jaxson and his sisters drive up. I smile and run to their car. I throw my bags in the trunk and climb in the backseat. 

"Hey Bree!" His older sister Amanda smiles. 

"Hey Manda. Hey Kristiana."  I smile.

 "Hey Bree!!" She giggles. 

"Why is she so energetic?" I ask looking at Jaxson. 

"Candy." He laughs. 

"Oh god." I sigh. 

"I can't believe Maddie and Mackenzie Ziegler are going to be there!!!!" Kristiana squeals. "Maddie is my favorite dancer." I laugh. 

"MINE TOOOO!!!" Kristiana squeals. 

"Are you sure this is a sugar high or is she just high?" I laugh. Jaxson just shrugs which makes me laugh harder. 

"So did Mark say bye?" Jax asks me. I nod. Then the flashbacks to last night start coming. The kiss. My stupid decision to kiss him. 

"Bree, you okay?" He asks looking at me. 

"Yeah. I'm fine." I sigh. This kills me. I'm not telling him though. Should I? No I can't. It would ruin us.