Africa (urban)

Chapter 12

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Africa POV

"Umm..I gotta tell you something.." I said kinda of edgy.

"Africa you know that you can tell me anything right? "

"Uhh.. yeah ..but.. umm"

"Come here Africa" I looked at him and moved a little more closer. He grabbed my hands and said,

"Bae.. you can tell me anything, I aint gone judge you , leave you , or none of that shit you prolly thinking."

"Alright..umm..first and foremost how did I get out the shower?"

"I got you out" I put my head down. He freakin saw me naked. Kinda shit is that? I would rather have drowned in the damn tub.

"Umm..Now if you want to leave, I understand."

"Im NOT going anywhere" He said getting kind of annoyed.

"I fainted because I was having flashbacks"

"flashbacks of what Africa?"

"umm..my ex" once I said that I saw him grip his fork tighter. "Uhh..not those kinda flashbacks. Umm..we were together for 9 months. He a-ab-abused me. Um. Physically mentally and emotionally. He would hit me if I didnt do what he asked or if I got a smart mouth with him. He didnt like what he saw so he told me exactly that.." He gave me a sympathetic look and that did it.

"I dont wanna talk about this anymore" I said simply and got up to walk away. He grabbed my arm and said, "Is that it?"

What the fuck does he mean is that it? I wanna tell him about KJ, but I cant. 

"What do you mean is that it Jamal?"

"Nooo not like that bae, like is there anything else that you need to tell me?" Yes. 

"No"

"You sure?"

"So you dont trust me? Trust or nah?" I said trying to lighten up the mood.

"Its cool Africa, you dont gotta tell me but when you do decide to grow up hit me up"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that me and Madison appreciate you, but when you decide to tell me whats really wrong then Hit me up so we can start fresh" He said kind of harshly and picked up Maddy. I dont understand I take 4 steps forward to get knocked 3 steps back. He is about to walk up out of here and I will be alone again. Fuck.  Grow a pair A and tell him.

"Jamal?"

"Yes Africa?" He said this like I was annoying him. Same thing Keith did when I would call him. I dont need this shit. I dont need to be broken down again. I need to just tell him how I feel.

"Africa, whats up or we can dip out"

"Why are you s-saying it like im irritating you or something. Like Im just another begging hoe. KEith is always right" I mumbled the last part on the verge of tears.

"What did you just say?" You heard me niggah.

"Nothing" I put my head down and said "Im good, imma just get some laundry done"

"Africa whatchu talking about I aint nothing about that"

"Ohh.. well uh I-I I guess imma see you later"

"Yea I guess so" He picked up Madison and was gathering his things, I went upstairs and grabbed Kj's Yo Gabba Gabba shirt and gave it to her. She stopped crying, I kissed her cheek and buckled her in. 

"I see you later Maddy. Okay?"

"Okay Mo-Okay" I had to rush into the house or I woulda sat there and cried. I got inside and locked the doors. I looked out the window and Jamal was in the car, but he was just sitting there. I was still crying and my vision was blurry. I saww thw sky darken a little. He was still sitting there with his face on the steering wheel. I guess he can go.

I sat on the couch and cried. No tv. No phone. No nothing. I just sat there and cried. Why? I dont have a boyfriend. I still love my ex that hates me. Madison almost called me mommy. My baby is gone. KJ is gone. 

"Mommy look" KJ said

"I see baby" 

We were at home in my room and he was showing me this paper where he scribbled all over the paper. It was beautiful because it was from him. KJ was 13 months. He was the smartest baby ever. He wasnt trouble, until we left his daddy. He loved being with his daddy. Keith would be like "My niggah Junior" and he would just laugh. He loved everybody. Escpecially my dad. He would say "Papa Papa mommy love me" and I would just smile.

My baby knew that I loved him. Keith wasnt there for my pregnancy but showed his ass after the baby was born. He told me to get rid of it at first, but once he saw KJ he said he was sorry for everything. I forgave him and moved in with him. He still slapped me around. Even in front of my baby. I left and moved back in with my mom. She was supporitive of me keeping KJ. She loved Keith. No one knows that he would hit me. Well Jamal does now. 

Filler Chapter..

Did that answer yall questions of who KJ is or nah?

Jamal and Africa first argument?

Who was at fault?

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