Africa (urban)

Chapter 46

Africa POV

I woke up and tried to turn on my side. Nope that aint happening. I adjusted myself up on my pillows. I turned my tv off and grabbed my phone. I had no messages but from wen I was gone and I never looked through them. I decided against it and went to instagram. I had likes and a couple comments. I scrolled until I saw that I was tagged in 3 posts. The first one was a throwback thursday of me and my ex bestfriend. I laughed and went to the next one. It was another throwback, but of me and Keith. Keith didnt post it, my ex bestfriend did of course, messy bitch. I continued to look at it and checked the last one. As I watched the video I smiled. It was yesterday when Madison was kissing all over my face and all you hear and my giggling and saying okay okay, and Jamal's sexy laugh in the background. I smiled at the caption. He wrote Mommy and Daughter War. That was so cute. I went to comment and I saw he already  had 23 comments on it. I clicked vieew comments and started readin them. Females are waaay to messy. They were arguing on this video. I dont understand how people can be so fucking rude, and hate on others. I'm guessing the comment that said: Jamal, you got another bitch playing stepmom to Madison. was one of his side hoes. O the one  that said: You got me fucked up, that fat bitch aint my daughter's mother was Madison's mother. I tapped the name and sure enough it was that bitch from Victoria's Secret, and the bitch in the picture Tionna sent me. Her page was not private so I looked through her pictures and was disgusted. Half naked, half naked, booty shorts, bra, like really. Gt yo shit together. I scroled back up to her bio: 

Mommy first, Girlfriend

I love my man. 

J + J = (bunch of couple emojis)

I know I aint dumb. She was talking about Jamal. I cocked my head back a little and blew out a sigh. He said that they dont fuck around, he said they not together, and he said that he dont want her. I dont know anymore. 

I went back to that picture of me and Keith. Damn I was so happy then. We were at school, by the fountain. He was standing behind me kissing my neck. I twisted my lips to the side and locked my phone. 

"Knock Knock" Jamal said and walked in.

"Whats the point of knocking if you gone just walk in?"

"Because I can"

"I could have been naked nigga"

"Aint like I aint seen you naked before" He said factly.

"That aint how I wanted you to see me" I mumbled referring to the first time when I past out in the shower. 

"Huh?"

"OH Nothin" He side eye me.

"Whaaaaat?" He laughed at me. 

"Whatchu wanna do today?"

"Really J? I cant do nothing, and if I could daddy wouldnt let me, why dont you just chill with Madison for the day?"

"Well, you cant do nothing so I guess we gone stay here for the day"

"You dont have to stay here with me, Im sure Madison does not want to be cooped up in the house all the time"

"Actually, she likes it here, Madison down to chill with Sanaa all the time, I think they may have something planned today anyway"

"Yea she used to be like that with me" I kind of got sad. I dont understand where it went wrong. I know where it did, but I dont understand. We were just in here annoying J together, and now she dont want nothing to do with me. She ignores me everytime she come in here. Like yesterday, when she yelled at me, she came back in my room for  some syrup and looked at me because the bag was next to me. She didnt even ask me for it.. She asked Jamal. Ususally its mommy this and mommy that or momma look, but she dont even acknowledge me.