Time can heal a broken heart but it can also break a waiting heart.
-Unknown
Alessio's POV:
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They say that love and hate are the purest of all feelings. I hate my fate with all my heart because of its endless ability to turn my life into a living hell forcing me to live alone with my heartless soul. ....
Standing all alone along the shores of the ocean barefoot, with wind hitting my cheeks and salty eyelashes, as I gaze at the endless ocean, the timeless tides at this midnight brings certain memories of my childhood. I could still sense the traces of my treasured past in possession within the depths of the ocean which leaves me nothing but with a memory that I used to have a bright soul. It was often told that the memories are the timeless treasures of your heart, only mine I want to forget. I no longer want to treasure them but long to quash them. If only it was easy to do so. Because not all scars show and not all wounds heal. Once I had hoped that time would heal them. Hoped I could have my dreams. However, it is not possible to sell dreams when one walked through enough nightmares as I had. Time has not healed anything, but instead taught me how to live with pain. Pain demands to be felt when you still wait for your ray of sunshine but haven't found one yet. Pain is a constant reminder to mock your breaking hope. I wish every moment of my past is erased taking away all my torment at least for a second. But it's hard to forget the past when it has so much to remind you.
Everything about this place never ceases to amaze me. Ruthlessness is the only word I describe as the waves crash assaulting the stillness of the air yet soothing my mind, assuring me that I have company. Fate being the cruel one pulls those waves back leaving me alone. Amidst the dark world I have no one other than my wolf who would occasionally assures me that we would find our source of light one day or the other. As the CEO of The Winfred Group Of Companies, I might be the richest person but deep within my heart, I know that I couldn't afford happiness.
The only solace now is this night consumed with darkness, which normally brings chills along the people's spine. But there is always an everlasting beauty hidden in the darkness. There is something to the feeling of not knowing your surroundings, not seeing the colour of things as they appear, but as they truly are. All I could envision in front of me is a never-ending darkness with emptiness filled within its soul. I have been watching the ocean, as it soars high in the air with its long tides as though desperately trying to reach the moon. It soon enough retreats back but starts soaring again as though the ocean has a course set to claim the moon one way or the other. All I am waiting is for my fragrance of hope to show me the reason for my entire existence. I'm waiting for a melody that can drown out my whispers of painful past just as the whooshing of waves drowns out the buzz of unwanted noises. I'm waiting for those stars who claim that they always exist for the sake of endless sky despite their size in lightning the endless darkness of sky.
Soon the gentle breeze around me turned wild trying to scare me on this lonely night. All I could do was to stand steady and stare into the foggy black night in hopes that my wishes would be answered. Though the nature warned me by all its means and is trying to drive me away with its soothing wind, though the ocean roared echoing all its wildness in this darkness, though the breeze had however succeeded in turning my eyes frost and emotionless, it still couldn't undo the tints of longing in my eyes....
-feelings of a waiting heart..
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