Nothing Was The Same ( A Thug Love Story )

You Hurt Me

NOTE : This chapter is gonna be mainly about N'daya ( N-dy-a ) and it is going to be a short chapter , just warning you guys oh and im going to start changing the way i write ***

The Next Day

Ndaya POV

Tell me what ya say now

Tell me what ya say , come again

If you cannot stay down

Then you do not have to pretend

Like there is no way out

I shoulda never let you in

Cus you got me face down

And don't take this personnel

But you're the worst

You know what you've done to me

And although it hurts I know

I just cant keep running away

I don't need you

I don't need you

I don't need you

I don't need you

But I want youuuu

I sat there , in my bed crying , listening to Jhene Aiko " The Worst ". I know im only bringing my self down more by listening to sad songs and shit but you really don't know how much im hurting . See, me and John have been with each other for like 2 years now and he cheats? Like really ? I know boys have needs and everything but me and John have already "you know". I just wonder what I did wrong, you feel me? I have a million questions for him but I really don't want to see him. As I was deep into my thoughts I was interrupted by my phone ringing. I picked it up without looking at the caller ID

"Hello" i said.

"Ba-N'daya?"

Oh lord, its him.

"What tf do you want John?" I asked annoyed.

"Look, just come outside so we can talk"

I was debating should I or should I not go. But I really wanted to know why he did such a thing so I agreed. I walked downstairs and opened my front door and sure enough he was there. I sat down on the porch and said

"Speak"

" Listen, ba-"

" don't call me that"

" My bad, but listen, Im so sorry yo. Please forgive me N'daya. I love you I really do ! Just please take me back" He asked as he was on his knees. I chuckled

" John, why'd you do it" I asked on the verge of tears.

" To be honest, all I wanted was some head but one thing led to another and then you came in and I totally regret everything because I lost the love of my life." He said honestly . I could see it in his eyes. I speechless, I didn't know what to say. So I just got up and pecked his lips.

"You forgive me?" he asked.

" No , that was a goodbye kiss. Im sorry, but you broke my heart yo. Forreal"

With that being said, I walked back into the house, went upstairs to my room, plopped on my bed, and fell into a deep sleep.

Well John and N'daya are officially through

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