The face of a monster

The weirdo David

Nora's POV

The chicken is dry, everything is freaking dry, why is everything dry?! I try to not look disgusted as I swallow down the horrible food because I don't want want Mrs Hall to get offended or sad.  Ana! Her name is Ana! Why can't I remember that? Anyway back to the food thing, if I have to be honest with you, she's the worst chef ever!  I'm really starting to hate that rumour or whatever it is saying that Spanish food is amazing because it really isn't. Wait that's not a rumour, it's a norm right? Or what is it called? Never mind. Not even in Spain I like the food so I guess it's just... what do you say? Overrated. Spanish food is overrated!

The whole dinner is painful and silent. I'm pretty sure it's the definition of cringe as Kyle's mother tries to make conversations with everyone though no one wants to talk because then the truth about the food might come out and I'm starting to feel bad for Ana because she's the sweetest tiniest little lady I've ever met and I really want to like her cooking but it's impossible. It's like if she just took random things she could find in the grocery store and put them in a pan and boiled it all. Sounds good doesn't it? No, that was sarcasm. It's terrible and I'm so sorry for repeating it but seriously I can't think about anything else right now. Thankfully I'm almost done and so is Kyle. Yay. Why is this so awkward and weird? Why can't it just be fun and nice? Ugh I hate this. Have you noticed? You should have. All I do is complain and then I complain a little more before complaining again. Welcome to the very interesting life of Nora Lewis. Wi-fucking-ho. *pretends to laugh but it's obvious it's fake*. #wow I'm so funny ha ha. Eh? No? Let's just move on shall we? Good.

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Kyle's a good kisser I guess. He's had surprisingly a lot of practice regarding how disliked he is among most people. I don't see why he is though. He's cute, funny, caring and wonderful. I love him. I've never to him though we've been dating for quite a while. How long is it? I'm so bad at relationships. Could it be like half a year? Yeah something like that. But that's not important to me. Past and future don't even matter it's either over or hasn't happened. What's the point of worrying and stressing about it? Now is what matters. Here and now. That's how I live. I know it sort of doesn't make sense that I live here and now and still hasn't told my boyfriend I love him. But you see that would make me seem weak and I can't handle that. Besides that's the only thing keeping my and Kyle's relationship from breaking. His fear of me. I know it seems insane but just trust me. That's what's keeping things exciting and fresh. If we both were totally honest and equal things would get boring pretty fast. I'd rather live a half lie than the truth without Kyle. I love my dork. Yup he's so fucking geeky I can't even. But I love it. He's so cute and pathetic but on a perfect level. He's not afraid of doing things, of talking to people or just generally like David Kyle's stupid friend. I mean like come on! How awkward and gawky can you get? He just sits and stares dimly in his books and I'm not even sure he knows how to do anything than school stuff. Kyle says he sucks at TV games so he's like really not a geek or a nerd (I don't know the difference really) he's just pure pathetic. Sometimes I think about if he'll ever grow up and I really hope so because otherwise he's just gonna be alone forever. No one could stand him. Maybe for a tiny flirt he'll be fine and cute but not for long.

Okay, back to to where we started. Kyle's a good kisser. I'm also a good kisser. One good kisser + one good kisser = hot make out sessions. Though unfortunately David has keys to the house which means we get interrupted a lot. Like now. I've missed part of the conversation going on between Kyle and David thinking about stuff and you know exactly what that stuff is. I don't think the conversation is very interesting anyway.

"What do you mean you can't tonight? You promised!" David yells angrily. Interesting... very interesting... I've never seen David angry. He's always calm. ALWAYS.