A/N(Sorry for going ghost for awhile guys, I had to focus on school but it's summer bitchesss lmao anyway my style of writing maybe a little different, I'm trying to clean up a lot of errors I've made in this story and I'm trying to keep the same mindset and remember where I wanted the story to go idk we will see I'll stop rambling, enjoy loves & thank you so much for all the positive feedback and 21k reads!!)
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"hey, bean?" Noa's deep voice whispered into my ear.
"yes?" i replied softly.
"you're beautiful." he said kissing the back of my neck.
i closed my eyes biting at my lip, oh my god i wanna fuck him so bad.
he choked and starting hitting his chest lightly.
"what's wrong?" i turned around and asked him.
he tried clearing his throat and looking me straight in the eye "did you not realize what you said?" he asked.
i raised an eyebrow "i haven't said anything."
"you just said you wanted to fuck me." he chuckled.
"aw fuck." i laid on my back and placed my hands over my face.
he chuckled climbing on top of me, while i covered my face.
he began to kiss my chest and then my boobs, he drug his tongue down my torso and started to kiss below my belly button.
i sucked in my breath as he got lower.
he started french kissing that area, reaching upwards towards my boobs and fondling them.
he began to kiss my vagina, sending shivers down my spine, I arched my back upwards slightly.
he smirked and bit his lip burying his face between my legs, gently working his tongue against my clit.
i soft moan escaped my lips and i clenched at the pillows beside me.
he continued working his tongue and started to stick a finger into me.
i took a big gasp of air and he stopped all of a sudden.
i opened my eyes and looked down at him.
"what?" i asked confusingly.
"are you a virgin?" he looked at me confused as well
i shrugged "yeah, why?"
"you haven't had sex with dylan?" he asked once again.
i sat up and pulled my legs into my chest.
"no." i looked at him blankly.
"we aren't a thing, we weren't a thing." i said to him.
"you want me to take your virginity?" he asked raising an eyebrow.
his phone started to ring.
"fuck." he walked over to it.
"hello?"
"yeah she is at my apartment, why?"
"he's on his way?"
"how does he even know where i live?"
"fuck. bye cassie."
he hung up the phone and turned back to my gaze.
"uh okay, what?" i asked him, fed up at this point.
"dylan has been looking for you and now he knows where you are."
i huffed and hopped up off of his bed, grabbing the clothes he let me wear and angrily putting them on.
"give your virginity to someone who deserves it." he said.
"oh fuck off." i said walking out of his room and and into his living room grabbing my phone, turning it on and walking out of his door, slamming it behind me.
i ran down the stairs and began walking down the street.
why did I do that? why was I even in here? why did I let him do that? why didn't he want to take my virginity? why do I want him to? do I want him to?
my breaths started to pick up, getting quicker and quicker I started to panic.
i looked at my phone through teary eyes and blurred vision hitting the first contact I saw.
babe.
it began to ring and was picked up immediately.
"kitten?" he asked roughly.
"please come get me." i choked out through panic and tears.
"who the fuck hurt you?! kat, I swear to fucking god i will kill that bastard. what the fuck did he do to you?!" he yelled through the phone.
"dylan, please." i wiped and my face still walking down the street aimlessly.
"kat. sweetheart." he said calming down.
"y-yes" I choked out.
"please tell me where you are." he said softly.
"i don't know and im just walking around, i got high, I don't know what to do." my heart raced as i looked around.
"he's fucking dead. i swear to god he's fucking dead."
click.
I stared at the dropped call and slid onto the floor bawling my eyes out.
why did I do this? why did I do this? why did I do this? why did I do this?
it's all my fault. oh my god. oh my god.
my head began throbbing.
oh my god. what is happening?
"kat?!" i heard a familiar voice.
