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S E V E N T E E N

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A lot went down yesterday and by a lot I mean I made out with my boyfriends best friend in a closet. As bad as that sounds the kiss meant nothing to me, I guess I was just so worried about Loren kissing Joey. I know he wouldn't kiss her right? He wouldn't hurt me like that I mean after all we've been through...None of that mattered though because I had hurt him even thought he didn't know it. I also hurt Ori, she had told me she liked him and I completely went behind her back and made out with him. There was no way Joey or Ori could find out about last night. 
"Wake up sleepy head" Joey walked into my room . The others were sleeping.
"I'm awake" I stretched and got up to hug him.
"How'd you sleep?" He kissed my forehead.
"Fine, how about you?"
"Same, I brought you food " he smiled and handed it to me.
"Thanks babe" I gave him a quick kiss and sat down on my bed.
"We should go out tonight, I want to spend time with you" he sat next to me.
I wanted to spend time with him, but I couldn't go out and stare him in the face acting as if nothing happened. I couldn't do that to myself, I felt horrible.
"I can't today. I feel a little sick, I'm sorry." I placed my hand on top of his.
"No it's okay maybe tomorrow, feel better soon. I'll text you later" he kissed me on my cheek and left. Lying to him felt so much easier in my head. 
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loren wanted all of the girls to have lunch at her favorite place in LA. I went with them hoping not to bump into Joey on the way to the uber.  "Has any of you had Urth café before?" Ariel asked as all six of us piled into the uber. "No, but I heard it's really good" Kyara beamed. "I've been there once" Emily chimed in. "Same here kyara" Ori added. I stayed quiet. "Ju, you okay? You've been so quiet lately" Loren looked at me with worried eyes. "I'm fine" I replied briefly and put on my seatbelt. She shrugged and began talking to Emily who was sitting right next to her.
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We sat down outside and ate our food, I remained silent, just listening to their conversation and nodding if I agreed with something or if they asked me a question. "So how are you and Joey?" Loren asked randomly .
"We're fine why?" I raised my eyebrow.  "Just wondering... he's really lucky to have you"
"Thanks" I smiled.
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We all got out of the uber and to my surprise Joey and Charles were walking towards us.  Shit. I avoided eye contact with Charles and walked straight to Joey. "I thought you were sick..." he looked confused.  "I was...but I feel better now and decided to go out for lunch with the girls."
"So...does that mean we're still on for tonight?" he smirked. 
"uh, yeah I guess it does" I nervously fiddled my fingers. "Good, I'll come get you in 10" he kissed me and ran off with Charles.
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I picked out a outfit while I talked to Emily the others had went out to do stuff for vidcon. "Sooo have you and Joey...ya know?" She wiggled her eyebrows. I gasped and started laughing.
"No not yet... You think he wants to?"
"I mean he's a boy what boy doesn't? I think the real question is do you?" She giggled
"I don't know...maybe" I blushed.  "Aww you totally do" she playfully hit my arm.
It was almost time for Joey to get me so I put on what I had picked out. It was super casual but I didn't care.

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Should there be smut in the next chapter bahaha idkkkk. At first I was just gonna make it smut free but what is a fanfic without it? Also sorry fir the short chapterrrr I'll be updating way more often though ❤️ this is also unedited lol xx