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It's official, Luke.

I've gone crazy.

I've let Calum convince me to come on tour with you guys.

I'm in absolute shit, Luke.

I don't know what to do.

What if you hate me?

What if the fans hate me?

God, it's been forever since I've spoken to you.

I better dye my hair, a new color.

Why?

Why did I let Calum convince me to do this, when we both know it's not a good idea, and Michael still refuses to speak to me?

Bloody hell.

I wish I hadn't fucked things up between us, all those years ago.

Maybe things would be different.

Maybe seems to be my favorite word, lately.

I better start packing, I have to convince Aleisha to dye my hair.

Prepare for lilac.

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