Dear Writer, - The Fooo Conspiracy (Felix Sandman)

29: You Chose

-Felix-

I take the two drinks and separate them between my two hands so they stop clanging together as I walk. I must be discrete and leave silently.

My feet trail through the halls until I find Maja in a spare control room lit by lights.

"Got you this." I say handing her the bottle. She takes it and sits against the wall, so I sit next to her.

"It's been a long time since we've been together."

"It's been a year." I find it odd how she keeps repeating this.

"I miss being with you."

"Maja I'm not with anyone."

"That's my point." she says pulling all her hair to one side of her face, how does she remember that I love that?

"That's my point." I say.

She calmly nods at my answer and sets her bottle on the floor beside her. I hear her clear her throat and in one smooth motion swing her legs over mine and ride my thighs facing me.

"Felix, you have to know." I feel her hands working at the belt of my pants but I choose to ignore it. "No matter what, I will always choose you." She whispers. My brain tunnel visions to when Flyer repeated the same words to me earlier today at the hotel.

Once I feel the fabric of my pants move more freely I decide to rest my drink in my hands on top so she pauses.

"Why are you really here?" I look at her seriously this time. She tries to put on her acting performance on trying to seduce me but now I am mainly curious why shes here.

She removes her hands from my pants and sits back.

"How's tour going?"

I shake my head and give her a look. She honestly came for the tour?

"Like... sales and everything." she asks.

I flinch and Maja falls off my body landing in the concrete floor. What the fuck are you doing Felix? I think to myself.

I head out the door to join the boys and Flyer in the dressing room ignoring every taunt I hear from Maja behind me, and she is full of them.

Suddenly now that she returns I remember why she left.

Her words seem to fill my brain with a constant eerie babble that I could not eliminate from my head. Which all disappears the second I close the door behind me.

The dressing room is silent and the smiles on everyones faces freeze for a second.

"Felix your zipper is open." I hear Flyer say. Thank god thats all she says.

I thank her and turn around to close my pants that Maja...

I return to an open space on the couch beside Flyer as we speak about the next tour we have.

"So we leave tonight." Oscar tells us.

"Driving is always the worst! I wish we could just go see our Foooers and not have to worry about the distance." Omar rubs his face in exhaustion.

I nudge Flyer on the arm whispering to her that I we need to talk a so we get up and leave.

"Hey." Flyer smiles, I think it is real too. She is having a completely different night than I am having. "You guys performed an amazing show tonight." she smiles.

"Thanks!" I smile back, probably not as believable, I'm not in the mood to speak about that though.

"You are so lucky to have to many people care for you." she looks ahead of her on the balcony we stand at and watch foooers pile out of the room.