Dear Writer, - The Fooo Conspiracy (Felix Sandman)

48: Liar Liar Pants on Fire

-Linnea-

Oscar is so intense with Tess, it is almost a little intimidating to watch. I wish Felix would take notes.

"Felix, you have to understand something." I listen to Daff pull Felix aside to speak, I think they do not know I can still hear them from the couple feet away they stand from me.

"She's doing... All of this." He points at me watching through the door. "Because she will do anything to not focus in the pain going on in her life."

I'm surprised and thankful that Daff knows what he is talking about and has the heart to explain to Felix. I never even realized before but that is exactly what I am doing.

Oscar picks Tess up bringing her back to her feet in the corner of the room and quickly pulling his head beneath her shirt.

Whatever he is doing under there, he is making her head lean back against the wall and breathe hard with her hands pulling his hair in wild directions.

"I'm supposed to get used to THAT?!" Felix whines.

"Yes! For now anyways because she is upset, and whatever you think you are going through she is going through one hundred time worse!"

Oscar cannot wait any longer, he reefs Tess' trousers to the ground like he is running out of time for something. I decide I can create the rest of the picture within my head so I move away from the door.

Those two bicker back and forth but I cannot stand to listen, I have to go.

"Where are you going?" Felix of course questioning my every move.

"To.... the washroom." I say, I know I am a horrible liar but maybe he will believe it this time.

I turn without checking Felix and go where I know best.

The forest.

*.*.*.*

I walk along the path to the garage and find a rock so huge I could practically lay on it. So I do.

I hop up and my legs dangle off the end but when I lift them up it feel quite comfortable.

My brain wanders as I watch the leaves dance from their stems above.

"I Linnea, am dating Felix Sandman." This is quite am amazing thing to be able to say truthfully, it hits me at this moment. I feel a colossal of butterflies within my stomach.

"Never mind that! Without parents I can live with him too!" a squirrel of a sort putters by me so I decide I'll tell him all about my love.

"It's a wonderful thing isn't it?" but the squirrel doesn't respond, he simply trots on my forgetting I was even there speaking to him. I don't let that get me down however because I have too much to he happy about.

I have been on tour with the most amazing people, watched pure love happen right in front of my eyes, and I am dating Felix Sandman.

I stand up from the rock and bound towards the garage as fast as I can while pulling up the largest smile my face can make.

Until I see it, I drop dead in my tracks. I don't see the garage, or Felix even.

My feet loose the ability to move like they are glued to the forest floor, and my smile slouches to a frown. I am almost afraid to be in my own skin standing here. There must be a target on my back, and I would check but I can't move when my joints are glued.

In the distance I see the monster that runs these woods.