0606 [chanbaek]

eight

As usual every morning, Chanyeol will kiss his husband who still sleeping beside him.

"good morning my beautiful Baekhyun." Chanyeol kiss Baekhyun lips, cheek and all over Baekhyun face many times. 

Baekhyun wake up from his sleep because of the kisses.  He smile and look at his sexy husband. 

"morning too my prince" Baekhyun said while kiss back his husband. 

"how are you today?" Chanyeol asked while looking at Baekhyun. 

"more better than yesterday." Baekhyun try to smile.

Yesterday, he kept on vomiting until he dont have any energy left.  He still dont have any appetite to eat. Chanyeol always cook something that Baekhyun love but Baekhyun will stop eating after 2 spoonful. Its hard for him to accept food right now. His throat feel like rejected it. 

"really?. Today we will go to the hospital for check up. I will ask your doctor to give you pills to gain your appetite. You look so thin right now baby." Chanyeol rub his husband body. 

Baekhyun just nod. He start to worried about his weird body.  Sometimes he cant see anything with his eyes.  Sometimes his ears just can't hear what Chanyeol said. He just dont want to tell Chanyeol about this. He dont want him to feel more worried.

As they arrived at the hospital, Chanyeol help Baekhyun to walk. They start to  walk heading to Dr Kim Junmyeon room.

"hi guys. Are you feel better, Baekhyun?." Baekhyun just nod.

"hi too doctor. Can i ask for some pills to gain appetite? Lately Baekhyun seems dont have any appetite to eat at all." Chanyeol start to speak out his worried. 

"Okay sure.  But i will do some checkup first on Baekhyun." Dr Kim Junmyeon said. 

Dr Kim Junmyeon start to examine Baekhyun conditions. He know something is not right on Baekhyun body. 

"Chanyeol, can you go out first? Later i have something to talk to you." Dr Kim Junmyeon said with bit of smile on his face.

Chanyeol nod and start to walk out from Dr Kim Junmyeon room.

"im going out first, okay?" Chanyeol said while put his hand on Baekhyun shoulder and walk out. 

"Baekhyun, you know something is not right with your own body right?." Dr Kim Junmyeon asked with serious face. 

Baekhyun keep silent and nod after a few minutes. 

"i know something is not right but i dont want Chanyeol feel worried about me. Lately, my sight become more worst. I keep can't see things clearly. My ears also cant hear clearly sometimes. My throat feel like its rejected all food." Baekhyun start to say everything that he feel this week.

Dr Kim Junmyeon take a deep breath. 
"Baekhyun, im sorry but after im doing checkup on you just now. Its seems like it already spread to your throat, eyes and ear." Dr Kim Junmyeon said with serious face. 

Baekhyun feel like he's going to cry now. Tears start to falling from his eyes.

"im worried that it will spread to your heart and lungs. But dont worry, i will give some pills to you to endure it."

Baekhyun feel like his life gonna end for him.

"but please dont tell about all this to Chanyeol?" Baekhyun asked.

"im sorry Baekhyun.  I can't do that. He as your husband who take care of you need to know all this. All this is for your own health. " Dr Kim Junmyeon said.

Baekhyun just keep silent.

"thank you doctor" Baekhyun left the room while wipe his tears.

Chanyeol who see Baekhyun who wipe his tears, start to walk heading to his husband. 

"Baekhyun, are you crying? Why?" Chanyeol worried. 

"no no im not crying.  Why would i cry? Dr Kim Junmyeon ask for you." Baekhyun lied. 

"dont lie to me Baekhyun. I know you were crying." Chanyeol hug his husband tightly.

"no im not crying. Now go meet Dr Kim Junmyeon.  He already ask for you.  After this we go on date okay?" Baekhyun try to hide his sadness. 

"really? Okay i meet Dr Kim Junmyeon first.  After this we go on date." Chanyeol hold Baekhyun to sit on the chair before he heading to meet Dr Kim Junmyeon. 

Chanyeol start to sit infront of Dr Kim Junmyeon. 

"Chanyeol, i have something serious to tell you."

"yes. Just say it." Chanyeol take a deep breath.

"im sorry to say this but its seems like it already spread towards Baekhyun throat, eyes and ear. He sometimes can't see clearly, hear clearly and his throat start to refuse food into it. Thats why he start rejected to eat"

"what?.... " Chanyeol so suprised with what he just heard right now. 

"Baekhyun asked me to not tell you about this but i can't. You deserved to know it so that you will know his current conditions." Dr Kim Junmyeon said with serious face. 

Chanyeol keep silent.

"There's no other way to prevent it?" Chanyeol start to asked.

"im sorry to say this but no other way to prevent it beside chemotherapy. But since Baekhyun already refused to do it. I can just give some painkiller and other pills."

Chanyeol just sigh.  He not expected for this. He thought Baekhyun become more better.

Chanyeol left the room and walk heading to Baekhyun who sit on the chair. He sit beside Baekhyun. He try to not cry.  He try to be strong for Baekhyun. 

"Lets go for our date." Chanyeol try to smile and hold Baekhyun hand tightly. 

Baekhyun just follow Chanyeol walk out from the hospital, heading to the car. 

As they arrived in the car, Baekhyun look at Chanyeol face.

"Did Dr Kim Junmyeon told you anything?" Baekhyun asked nervously.

He dont want Chanyeol know about his current conditions. 

"Baekhyunahh, where you want to go first? Park or Restaurants?" Chanyeol try to changing the topics. 

Baekhyun just silent. He sure that Chanyeol hear what he asked just now. 

"ummm how about we go to restaurants first? You didnt eat anything today." Baekhyun replied.

Chanyeol just replied it with a nod and smile to Baekhyun.

At restaurants, when Chanyeol put one spoonful of rice into his mouth, Baekhyun start to asking again. 

"Chanyeolaa, did Dr Kim Junmyeon tell you anything?"

Chanyeol keep eating. 

"Chanyeol!"

"What? What if he already tell me everything?. Its break my heart after know it. So what if its already spread towards your eyes, ear and throat?. You are strong, im sure you can handle it." Chanyeol try so hard not to cry. 

Tears start falling from Baekhyun eyes. 

"im sorry... " Baekhyun said. 

"why you say sorry?.  Its not your fault. I know its hurt for you. Why you didnt say anything to me first?. Just said that you cant see clearly, just said you cant hear properly, just said that you can't eat because your throat rejected it."

"i dont want you worried about me"

Chanyeol hug his husband tightly. 

"even right now, i can't even see your face clearly.  I have to listen carefully to what you said because if not i cant hear anything. My throat is damn killing me when i try to speak." Baekhyun cried.

Chanyeol rub his husband back with full of love. He not strong for this.  Anytime Baekhyun will loss his sight, hearing and voice.