marceline.

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slanted lyrics are song lyrics.

i can't live another life.
spend another time.
i can't spit another rhyme on gaia.

i don't want to leave for college today.

as many bad memories that lie in this little quiet town, there are the good ones that make this place worth giving a chance.

i look around my little room, my stuff all packed up and boxed, ready to be loaded into my car and sent away to the place where i start my future.

i'll miss the arcade, the diner, the woods. i'll miss the way the snow covers everything all winter long, cancelling school, causing my friends and i to go outside and have massive snowball fights. i'll miss waking up to the smell of bacon and eggs and my mom badgering us with questions about school that she already knows the answer to.

but most of all, i'll miss el.

guns and wars won't stop the fights.
not inside your mind.
love and communion, there's nothing better.
your cheeks get redder.

she's going to new york university, i'm going to stanford.

it's not like i'm never going to see her ever again, i'll see her at thanksgiving and christmas, spring and winter break, summer.

but it won't be the same. i won't get to see her every day. i won't get to badger her to wake up for school in the morning. i won't be able to take walks with her and have her sneak little kisses on my cheek while i'm driving somewhere or catch her starting at me in the mirror window.

i won't get to wake up next to her every morning.

there's nothing better.
even in rough weather.
it's raining knifes like all the time,
and i'm alive, irayo eywa, we're alive.

i wish i wasn't eighteen and i could rewind the time and turn back to thirteen and relive every moment with her again, good and bad.

i love her more than anything in the universe and beyond. so, i showed her.

we had sex last month, and ever since then we've been literally inseparable. my mom freaked out at first when she found out, but after a bit, she realized that we were completely in love and it wasn't a mistake.

it's going to be impossible to leave her.

i walk over to my bare closet and open one the doors wide. it was filled with things not a day ago.

i scan the closet.

then, i see something in the corner.

it's my old guitar.

i took lessons for two months, then quit because it was too much work. i reach in and pull it out of its little hiding spot in the corner.

i put the strap on, sit down on my bed and strum out a few simple notes.

"wow wheeler, i knew you we're charming, but i didn't know you were a musician as well."

marceline, i'm coming to get you girl.
we're flying so high, catch a ride on lady unicorn.
marceline, i know you're not real in this dimension, i mean.

i turn around, smirking.

"i have many talents, i'm amazing," i say, my smile increasing

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